Saturday, October 31, 2009

I suppose to be Napoleon's wife on that day...but but everyone also thought I am a princess

30th of October(we celebrated Halloween one day earlier)
This is the first time I part of the organiser of Halloween Party and first time went Halloween Party~
Group photo...can see where am i?

I love this...very nice man~
I was in charged with snack that day...
Here are some special snacks I made
cup cakes with cobwebJack-o-lantern and skeleton...
Look like bones right? I failed to make it...too bad...
RIP cookies...
Eclairs a.k.a coffin
Thanks for everyone that helped me
Although it was tiring but I enjoyed it very much~
Vampire was trying to suck my blood...ahhh~~~yi chien u very scary!lolz

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I love to see people dancing
locking,breaking,ballet,belly dance etc
I always enjoy it very much either on tv or live
I felt the boys who can dance make them more cool
Don't you think so?haha
I'm so envy that they can dance so well

I wish I could be like one of them but after practice for few times and I realised that I got not enough time to practice until the party night
I give up for the performance
I don't think so I can make it in this short period
I had a feeling of release,just a little bit because still got a lot of things waiting for me to complete
ahhhh~~~~
TIME please to pass so fast
I'm tired of chasing you

*********************************

那天 突然转身时
第一时间我认为是他
心跳突然飙高
看清楚才发现不是他

那天 她告诉我
脑海出现了自己想象的画面
心跳突然飙高
我现在不敢一个人去学校的厕所

那天。。。


越来越神经质了><

我害怕

谁可以给我安全感?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Started practice for the coming perfomance
Bowie is my teacher,she got dance belly dance before therefore she quite good with that
I got dance before but you know what???
I danced quite frequently when PRIMARY school
At that time,all the dance very simply oni and "chin chai" dance people also won't laugh at me because that time I was small
NOW!!Everythings is different
What the difference I think you guys might know
"Face" is the most important thing...

Yesterday Bowie teached me a few steps
Omg~I felt like giving up man
Even though I can dance a little bit but compare to Bowie's is like a big difference man
She is so good for that!
Shadhana and Gloria started practice today
They decided to change to another plan
They going to dance another kind of dance
But I need to stick up with belly dance
Oh shit man...belly got a lots of fat
Diet diet diet><

Nowadays my body skin very unhealty
Went to doctor and he gave medicine but it not really works
got lots of scars on my legs after mosquito bite,although I didn't touch them AT ALL
My aunt,a herbalist doctor said I shouldn't eat too much of fried food and somemore asked my mum to go and make herbal drink for me><
Hope I can controll myself not to eat fried food
I don't think so I can make it XP

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Wondering what should I wear for the coming Halloween Party
got a lot of ideas but the only problem is wear to get the costume
I know Subang got one shop but that day I went with my friends,it is closed

Will try to call monday because today is public holiday


Damn excited about it man
First time go Halloween Party
I'm in charge of food and beverage
Planning to create some interesting food for the party
Idea idea idea

Ermm...
anyone got any suggestion to me what costume to wear for the party?

Monday, October 12, 2009

I got a kind of feeling
Its kinda weird because I don't know what kind of feeling is that
Anger?Jealousy?Happy?Depressed?Excited?
I totally have no idea
One thing for sure that it is not a positive feeling

Just wanna take a bath and then go to bed
Tomorrow when I open my eyes in the morning
Its the start of another brand new day,am I right?
Okay,good night~

Saturday, October 10, 2009

一段时间,我常在自己的伤口上撒盐
很痛但绝口不提,为的就是想让自己坚强点
那天,盐不再使伤口感到痛
原来,伤口结痂了,不痛了,复原了
留下的疤,就当作青春的印记
默哀,欢呼。

Friday, October 09, 2009

When I was young,I used to day dream.
Not to deny, even now I also will day dream once a while.

There are a lot of shops at the street.
There is nobody but only me walking along the street
When I feels like wanna eat chocolate
I just need to step in the shop and grab a bar of chocolate and eat
Everything in that world is free of charge and have unlimited supply

Don't ask about if there is no man,how things can supply or all other logic stuff
It's just a fancy.
When I was young, I felt that how good if I can live that way.
Can have anything I want
But now, after so many natural disasters were happened in so many countries
so many peoples died
I don't think it will be nice if this happen
it will be a nightmare
Everyone is gone and left me alone
Even though I got everything but I'm lonely
I don't want to me alone!
I'm scared

One of the prophecy said that 21st of December 2012 will be the end of the world
That time,I'm only 21 years old
I seriously don't want it to happen
Who wants it to happen?

Compare to people whom have experienced the tragedy, I know I'm lucky that I'm still living comfortably with my family and friends.
Hope that everyone will appreciate people around you
If worst come to worst,you wouldn't know that one day when you open your eyes, you cannot find anyone around you.

I love you~

Friday, October 02, 2009

Arggghhh!!!
I can't stand this man...
I don't get why,seriously don't get...
Why you like to make things complicated?
Can't you just leave me alone?
I already told you I will go with you
but why you wants to keep repeating the same thing like I don't want to go with you?
Did you know?
It's just annoying!!!
Did you know that?
When I wanna prevent we argue again and walked away
Then don't get why you wanna angry and started talking about other stuff(out of topic)
Swtz..
Please mum,can you just stop it?
Don't make me suffer with this...
I ALREADY FOLLOW WHAT YOU WANT...