回忆的房间~R0oM Of Mem0Ry~

2011-03-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

Don’t you think everything has expiry date? not only product but memory, relationship, friendship etc etc etc. Everything has expiry date, its only the matter how long is the duration it can last. Some of the product, the expiry date is stated, make you aware that you have to get use of it before it expire, but some product, they don’t.

If the friendship of you and me getting farer and farer, we hardly contact anymore, then I know the expiry date of our friendship is close. Nothing can be done when the expiry date is near. It is like a pineapple can food, when the expiry date is close, its either you open and make desserts or let it be until it expired and throw. Perhaps, keep the can for memory. Or else, nothing can be done to prolong the duration. Why pineapple? Simply=P

But I am little weird. Okay fine I am weird. At times, even though I know the thing is already expired, I tend to keep it also. I know the duration of our relationship is expired, years ago but still I keep this relationship with me. You might ask, what is the point of keeping it? Actually, I have no idea at all, for the sake of keeping it perhaps? Just like this blog! Its my room of memory, which you were in. Appreciate a lot!

2010-04-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

4 months +++ din update my blog ad...
i guess nobody will cum visit my blog gua...
it already abandon by me for few months...surronding with cobweb
anyway, tell u wad im doing recently...
i studying for my semester 4...
i practicing my work for compeition which is on 20th of April so on the 18th of April,i will go to singapore for competition,wish me luck ya~
other than that, i help my chefs for functions and deli...all inside kitchen and coook coook coook...
although its tiring but i enjoyed it very much~(fyi, hotel management course is not only cooking and baking juz dat i got interest on them so u can alwaz c im talkin bout it.)
ermm...i thk nowadays my life is pack with this 3 major things...
minor things?! wasting my time taking public transport from klang to college...
eating food and become fatter and fatter etc...

oh ya~im addicted to HI MY SWEETHEART recently and i luv da song inside dat drama...
i can keep on repeating da 3 songs i like if im playing my music...lolz

I miss you~
yes~is YOU!

2009-12-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

Hello 2010~
as usual I would say time is running very fast
how fast?as fast as lightning...lolz
Look back what I did in 2009
I would said it was a wonderful year
I learnt a lot and realised a lot of things also
2010...Its gonna be another good year,I wish
A lot more goals to achieve...
Looking forward~
Hope everyone stay pink in health
Happy alwayz and
Happy New Year~

2009-12-29T14:06:00.002+08:00

Ultrasound,X ray and blood test...
X ray shows that there are a lot of so called "wind" in my stomach
Other organs are fine and my blood test shows normal also
Finally got someone sure that what is happening in my stomach this few days which almost a week
I'm suffering for this whole week man...urgghh
Ate different kinds of medicine and spent a lot of money(at leastRM500)

The doctor said cause can be I ate something wrong or virus infection
He asked me not to drink tea and chocolate
He asked whether I like to eat chocolate or not
I was like oh shit
My mum sitting beside me started to tell the doctor I eat a lot of chocolate and eat everyday
WTH!? Yes I admit,I love chocolate but I did not eat it everyday
Doctor said it is not good to eat one whole bar of chocolate per day
Excusez-moi!? do you guys ever see I eat a lot of chocolate in one day????
Okay now I am in a big trouble
My mum said I get sick all because of chocolate
Swtz~doctor only said it might one of the cause

Whatever~
the pain is still goes on
anyway...no worries~

2009-12-24T20:37:00.004+08:00

Its been 3 days my stomach not feeling well
I went to doctor and he said my stomach got air
like what happened last year when I was Form 5...
The doctor asked me to eat the medicines for 5 days
But then after I ate the medicines,everything still the same
The pain goes on and did not relieve
I wonder is there anything wrong inside my stomach
Since the doctor said 5 days, then I decided to wait for few days
If Monday I still not recover yet then I will ask my parents to bring me for a check up

Hope there is no crystal in my stomach
I cannot sell that crytal also><

I'm reading a book---THE SHARPER YOUR KNIFE THE LESS YOU CRY
Really enjoy reading this book
Even the previous book I read which were Julie&Julia and French Women Don't Get Fat
All related to France
Its making me dream about France
If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man,then wherever you go for the rest of your life it stays with you,for Paris is a moveable feast----Ernest Hemingway
I wish that I can go to France one day and experience what Ernest Hemingway said...

p/s: I got a really big present for Christmas(^.^)v

2009-12-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

My dear stomach,

Can you please behave yourself?
Don't so naughty can ah?
I treat you so good and always try not to let you starve
So in return can you please be a good girl?
Don't give trouble to me...
I really appreciate your cooperation~
Merci beaucoup~

2009-12-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

I can't stand you
Can't stand you
Can't stand
you...behave like that

please please please~~~

2009-12-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

Went cycling with my cousins and siblings at Taman Pertanian...
The wheather was juz nice,luckily we went early because when the time we going back,it started to rain...lolz
It was fun cycling there
Its kinda tough when cycling uphill but when comes to downhill,it will be awesome
Wind blowing against my face and all i can hear was only sound of wind
Omg~i luv it man!

I saw people playing Skytrex Adventures there
Its like tarzan playing in the jungle...
Super duple cool
Next time I go,I want to play that!!!

2009-12-04T12:50:00.002+08:00

Finally I finished all my papers!!!
The end of Semester 2!!!BRAVO~
Did something crazy yesterday...
It is such an embarrasing thing to tell...
Anyway I know my friends will repeat this joke again and again
I would like to admit that I'm just a bit high okay!?
Got a lot of plan during this holidays
Especially crazy stuff!
I'm damn excited and looking forward!

Just finished watching Julie and Julia
Its a nice movie
But once u had read the books,of course the books will be better because its more detail
Even Harry Potter,I also feels the same

"Simple" is not exactly the same as "Easy"
This is what Julie said in her book...

Happy Holidays my dear~~^^

2009-11-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

就是因为太在乎
才会生气
才会流泪
才会畏惧

谁可以教我如何拿走它吗？

2009-11-15T13:35:00.002+08:00

她谈恋爱咯~
那时候我就懂他们会在一起
虽然她说不太可能
看到她那甜蜜的样子
真为她感到高兴！
要幸福哦~

我呢！？
现在就只能和食物谈恋爱
没关系，我乐在其中
反正也只有它们愿意和我谈恋爱
哈哈~
担心我的体重ing...

2009-11-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

When I was young
I wondering why people like to be drunk when they were sad
I wondering why they want to drink alcoholic drinks which was tasted bitter
I wondering what could be that terrible until they want to drink such an awful drink
I wondering how to solve problem by getting drunk
I wondering...

Now
I suddenly wants to drink alcoholic drink
I suddenly wants to get drunk
I suddenly feels like want to run away from my life
I suddenly get the answers that I was wondering when I am young

People just want to drink because they could not figure out what they can do at this period of time
People do not think that alcoholic drinks are bitter because reality life is worst
People do not not want to think of the problem so they drink awful drinks to distract their attention from the problem
People know that problem would not solve even they get drunk but they still wish that everything will be fine when they awake

Alcoholic drink,please?
Anything can be...red wine,white wine,beer etc.

2009-11-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

谁可以借我肩膀靠一靠？
我累了，想要休息一下下

期待某个人伸来拉我一把的那一天

2009-10-31T22:43:00.008+08:00

I suppose to be Napoleon's wife on that day...but but everyone also thought I am a princess

30th of October(we celebrated Halloween one day earlier)
This is the first time I part of the organiser of Halloween Party and first time went Halloween Party~
Group photo...can see where am i?

I love this...very nice man~

I was in charged with snack that day...

Here are some special snacks I made

cup cakes with cobwebJack-o-lantern and skeleton...

Look like bones right? I failed to make it...too bad...

RIP cookies...

Eclairs a.k.a coffin

Thanks for everyone that helped me

Although it was tiring but I enjoyed it very much~

Vampire was trying to suck my blood...ahhh~~~yi chien u very scary!lolz

2009-10-25T13:33:00.003+08:00

I love to see people dancing
locking,breaking,ballet,belly dance etc
I always enjoy it very much either on tv or live
I felt the boys who can dance make them more cool
Don't you think so?haha
I'm so envy that they can dance so well

I wish I could be like one of them but after practice for few times and I realised that I got not enough time to practice until the party night
I give up for the performance
I don't think so I can make it in this short period
I had a feeling of release,just a little bit because still got a lot of things waiting for me to complete
ahhhh~~~~
TIME please to pass so fast
I'm tired of chasing you

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那天突然转身时
第一时间我认为是他
心跳突然飙高
看清楚才发现不是他

那天她告诉我
脑海出现了自己想象的画面
心跳突然飙高
我现在不敢一个人去学校的厕所

那天。。。

越来越神经质了><

我害怕

谁可以给我安全感？

2009-10-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

Started practice for the coming perfomance
Bowie is my teacher,she got dance belly dance before therefore she quite good with that
I got dance before but you know what???
I danced quite frequently when PRIMARY school
At that time,all the dance very simply oni and "chin chai" dance people also won't laugh at me because that time I was small
NOW!!Everythings is different
What the difference I think you guys might know
"Face" is the most important thing...

Yesterday Bowie teached me a few steps
Omg~I felt like giving up man
Even though I can dance a little bit but compare to Bowie's is like a big difference man
She is so good for that!
Shadhana and Gloria started practice today
They decided to change to another plan
They going to dance another kind of dance
But I need to stick up with belly dance
Oh shit man...belly got a lots of fat
Diet diet diet><

Nowadays my body skin very unhealty
Went to doctor and he gave medicine but it not really works
got lots of scars on my legs after mosquito bite,although I didn't touch them AT ALL
My aunt,a herbalist doctor said I shouldn't eat too much of fried food and somemore asked my mum to go and make herbal drink for me><
Hope I can controll myself not to eat fried food
I don't think so I can make it XP

2009-10-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Wondering what should I wear for the coming Halloween Party
got a lot of ideas but the only problem is wear to get the costume
I know Subang got one shop but that day I went with my friends,it is closed
Will try to call monday because today is public holiday

Damn excited about it man
First time go Halloween Party
I'm in charge of food and beverage
Planning to create some interesting food for the party
Idea idea idea

Ermm...
anyone got any suggestion to me what costume to wear for the party?

2009-10-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

I got a kind of feeling
Its kinda weird because I don't know what kind of feeling is that
Anger?Jealousy?Happy?Depressed?Excited?
I totally have no idea
One thing for sure that it is not a positive feeling

Just wanna take a bath and then go to bed
Tomorrow when I open my eyes in the morning
Its the start of another brand new day,am I right?
Okay,good night~

2009-10-10T11:05:00.002+08:00

一段时间，我常在自己的伤口上撒盐

很痛但绝口不提，为的就是想让自己坚强点

那天，盐不再使伤口感到痛

原来，伤口结痂了，不痛了，复原了

留下的疤，就当作青春的印记

默哀，欢呼。

2009-10-09T15:52:00.002+08:00

When I was young,I used to day dream.
Not to deny, even now I also will day dream once a while.

There are a lot of shops at the street.
There is nobody but only me walking along the street
When I feels like wanna eat chocolate
I just need to step in the shop and grab a bar of chocolate and eat
Everything in that world is free of charge and have unlimited supply

Don't ask about if there is no man,how things can supply or all other logic stuff
It's just a fancy.
When I was young, I felt that how good if I can live that way.
Can have anything I want
But now, after so many natural disasters were happened in so many countries
so many peoples died
I don't think it will be nice if this happen
it will be a nightmare
Everyone is gone and left me alone
Even though I got everything but I'm lonely
I don't want to me alone!
I'm scared

One of the prophecy said that 21st of December 2012 will be the end of the world
That time,I'm only 21 years old
I seriously don't want it to happen
Who wants it to happen?

Compare to people whom have experienced the tragedy, I know I'm lucky that I'm still living comfortably with my family and friends.
Hope that everyone will appreciate people around you
If worst come to worst,you wouldn't know that one day when you open your eyes, you cannot find anyone around you.

I love you~

2009-10-02T17:59:00.002+08:00

Arggghhh!!!
I can't stand this man...
I don't get why,seriously don't get...
Why you like to make things complicated?
Can't you just leave me alone?
I already told you I will go with you
but why you wants to keep repeating the same thing like I don't want to go with you?
Did you know?
It's just annoying!!!
Did you know that?
When I wanna prevent we argue again and walked away
Then don't get why you wanna angry and started talking about other stuff(out of topic)
Swtz..
Please mum,can you just stop it?
Don't make me suffer with this...
I ALREADY FOLLOW WHAT YOU WANT...

2009-09-14T21:57:00.004+08:00

Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less. ---Marie Curie

I like it~
but somehow a lot of things I still cannot understand...

2009-09-13T21:08:00.002+08:00

秒针在时间未进入十一点之间停下。我突然感到害怕，因为这手表对我有特别的意义。我轻拍了一下手表，秒针又恢复正常地走动。拿起手提电话，看一看时间，十一点五十八分。回想我的一举一动，我有点感伤。觉悟？！
我不懂已经过了多久，也不想懂。我只知道很久了。我们的时间在很久前就停了。不过我一直不愿意相信已经停了，我让时间一直走下去。
我懂了，就算我让时间一直走下去，不断的思念，停了就是停了。就像秒针停了又勉强它继续走，手表的时间却再也跟不上正确的时间。
错过了在秒针停下那一秒让手表恢复正常，就是错过了。
我已经错过很久了。

2009-09-12T17:52:00.001+08:00

巧克力是我的药
平复我那医生无法医治的伤口

但那牌子那口味的
却是把我病情加重的毒药

2009-09-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm damn tired this few days
because of the operation of restaurant and kitchen
besides that,I also need to do my assignments
So I just bought this doughnut from J Co to credit myself
Yummy~I prefer the durian flavour from Big Apple
J Co durian flavour got a bit fake

Wednesday
My group in charge of cooking in kitchen
We had a great time cooking all appetizer and main course which was Leek and Potato Soup and Pan Fried Seabass
Chef Patrick's mood like damn good that day
Everything went quite smoothy except Yi Chien and Chef Soon fall down in the kitchen
swtz...sure very pain

Yesterday
our group in charge of restaurant
and this time we were served at night because of the replacement of Hari Raya(usually is wednesday afternoon)

SS ing...long time did not take SS d
you know?recently just don't have the mood but yesterday I have
I'm a bartender yesterday
There is pros and cons to be bartender
pros was I no need to do gueridon service of carving roast chicken
cons was I can't really know what interesting things happen in restaurant because I only stay in the bar counter and I cannot see people's face clearly because the light too dim

Our decoration of restaurant
Roy as the Manager of the Day decorated
damn nice isn't it?

The whole night I only busy in the bar counter dealing with Liquids(juices,water,coffee etc)
Anyway I enjoyed doing that
After the restaurant closed,we cleaned the whole restaurant until around 11 o'clock
Then briefing,
Ms Karen(our Food and Beverage Lecturer) praised us that we did the good job
p/s: Chef Chong also said we were good that day in kitchen
Yi Chien is the best in gueridon service(*applause)
and Ms Karen also said that I organised the bar well(hehe)
Of course,we got a lot of good feed back from customers,alwayz(haha)
WOOHUU~thankz to everyone!!!
and then I reached home around 12pm
I damn exhausted man
don't felt like wanna bath but I bathed also
don't felt like wanna brush my teeth but I brushed also
then I slept until the next day don't felt like wanna wake up but I woke up also because got French Class and Wine Class

Wine class somemore got assesment
obviously I did not study for it
If I get half of the marks I already very happy
whatever...
Mr Daniel's class is fun anyway besides we need to memorize a lot of things

Ms Karen is a very cute lecturer
She said a lot of things which other lecturer would not speak
I cannot tell you what she said,its a secret(XP)

I got a lot of good lecturer and chef
next time only tell you guys more about my other lecturer
I'm tired already...
Bonne Nuit~

2009-09-06T15:33:00.006+08:00

Everyone also got dreams right!?
What is your dream?

MY DREAMS
I want to be a backpacker
travel around the world
experience other people's culture or somethings else

I want to build a Bed & Breakfast Hotel near a beautifel sea(like this)
There will be one pastry kitchen for me
I will bake somethings everyday
so that my hotel will full of the aroma of baked foods
Anyone who live in my hotel can taste things I bake for free
By the way anyone who live my hotel can get five star hospitality

When I'm free
I can go sunbath or swim in the sea
It will be great if I can dive or surf there

Okay okay...stop dreaming my dear
Now what you need to do is study hard(smart!?)
got scholarship and continue to degree
then work and earn a lot of money(a.k.a papers)
At least one of your dream can be fulfill
or you can get something similar
dream dream dream~

2009-09-05T13:55:00.003+08:00

Majority of my friends hate to take KTM
I'm different a little bit,a little bit only
I love to take KTM

Sometimes,I will take KTM to college or shopping centre
Usually I will take KTM alone when I go to college

Its fun to take KTM
1. I can meet some of my friends in KTM and can chit chat with them.
2. On the way to my destination,I can read my books,use up my time wisely(I cannot read books in car,I will feel dizzy,only ktm)
3. I can observe the people in KTM(that's very interesting*wink wink)
4. I can think a lot of things,whatever which is important or not important
5. I can listen to songs and emo

See~got so many things I can do in KTM XP
The thing I hate about KTM is I need to be one of the sardin inside the KTM

Life is like train
Got a lot of people aboard the train and off the train
Some of them aboard at the begining
Some of them aboard the half way
Some of them will sit the train until the final station
Some of them walk off before last station

Everyone in the train got their own aim of life
Who will with you until the last station?
You will only know the answer when you reach the last station

人生就像一列火车
有不同人上车和下车
有些人从起点就上车
有些人在半路上车
有些人会坐到终点
有些人在半路就下车

每个在火车上的人都有着不同的目标
谁会留在火车陪你到最后一站
只有在你到达最后一站时谜底才会揭开

2009-09-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Joey said Gloria SAKAI when she saw Gloria smile widely to Vanna
and then today became SAKAI DAY already

I don't know why they said Shadhana SAKAI
when they kept repeating it
Yi Chien came out another name for her which is S square(u know mathematics?)
turns out laughed like hell when repeating Shadhana SAKAI action and Yi Chien SAKAI thinking

Then Vanna told told Shadhana that yesterday was Indian Theme because of Chef Chong kept saying Made In India thingy to Gloria
Besides,yesterday Yi Chien also very sakai
She thought herself is a mixer,weighing machine and sponge
Why!?
1.When Chef asked her to mix the ingredients of bread which already inside the mixing bowl,she trying to mix them by shaking the bowl which actually use machine to mix it.
2.She used her hand to take the soap and washed the soiled bowl.
3.When Chef asked her to weight the magarine,she tried to use hand to weight but not weighing machine.
LOLz
Even though I know all this already,I still laugh like SAKAI when listened to it.

I forgot some part already
I only remember we were talking about tortoise and Gloria said for Indian,if take tortoise as a pet,tortoise will take away your money(but for chinese is totally differentXP)
and then she talked her story
bla bla bla...
then she said she got 2 rabbit which looks like dog
We first was stunned.RABBIT LOOKS LIKE DOG!?
and then she said it again :"Yeah~my rabbits looks like dog"
with the sentence and her expression
We laughed again.
I laughed until I felt difficult to breath.
SAKAI Gloria...lolz

Then she said her rabbits called Ju Ju and Jo Jo
Yi Chien laughed like hell
She said that if she actually called Ju Ju but then Jo Jo come out how?
She said nobody call their pets name so similar
well...the Ju Ju and Jo Jo already is a point to make me laugh plus the way Yi Chien talked make me laughed until stomach pain.
I can't really stop laughing at that time.
For your information,we were sitting at cafeteria and our table was the loudest and noisiest.
SAKAI betul la...

During French Class,we joked around also
especially Gloria,she really SAKAI today
she kept saying something funny.
French class is difficult and I cannot get what Ms Adi was talking about(sometimes)
Thankz to my classmates,our class still full of joking around and make me stay awake all the time and receive new knowledge.
After went for lunch and before the second period of time
We suddenly discuss about movies
Linda and I feel that UP was nice but Yi Chien and Rita feel that its damn childish
Jerrr...what childish!?
My tears lingered in my eyes and Linda cried when the scene Ellie(Carl's wife) died.
We so touched that Carl loves her wife so much because of everything he did before and after his wife died.
Cross your heart XX
Okay,back to the story of SAKAI day.
I forgot why already but Yi Chien repeated the Ju Ju and Jo Jo story again to the whole class
obviously I laughed out loud again,non stop
Yi Chien said that do not have owner call their pets name which sounds so similar
She said it confused the rabbits
The rabbits will wondering :
"Ju Ju,she is calling you or me?"said Jo Jo
"Don't know leh!"said Ju Ju
OR
"eh!?is she calling Ju Ju or Jo Jo?Aiya don't care la,just go"
OR
"Why give us this kind of name?confusing us?"
LOLz
as if she knows rabbit language...good one
If you read the sentences but don't think that is funny.
This is because you didn't see the way Yi Chien talk.
Sometimes,the things she talking is not really funny but when add up her expressions and gesture,the things will become SUPER DUPER FUNNY.

When wine class,we laughed again because of Mr Daniel
His class would not be boring because he usually give us a lot of funny examples and ask us to imagine and also joke around.
By the way,he is kinda Yi Chien got a lot of expressions and gestureXP
He class is fun and we gain a lot of knowledge from him.
You guaranteed would not feel sleepy in his class.

Alright,that's my SAKAI DAY
actually still got a lot of funny things but too many already
haha...so save it for myself la

Laughter is the best medicine
I strongly agree
Happy always~

LOLZ~

2009-09-02T20:12:00.004+08:00

The event A Night with Phantom was the first time I became a server

Then I also helped in Deli(my college) when semester break

Today,I was a server also in my school training restaurant

Oh ya~for your information,this semester we will run a trainig restaurant for table d'hote menu for our Food & Beverage subject or Culinary&Kitchen Operation assessment.

One thing I hate for being a server is I need to stand for a long period of time with "ah ma" shoes

Why "ah ma" shoes?!

lolz...because its kinda old fashion(out dated!?)

See>>>>

My feet damn pain after wearing that stupid shoes

Everytime I took off that shoes from my feet and step on the floor,

my feeling sure is: "oh finally~finally I can take out this torture shoes"

Other than this,I quite enjoyed to be a server

Although got a lot of technique when serving customer,its FUN

p/s: my mum said I looks like ghost because I was wearing my very loose uniform which is white and black slack.She also said now is what festival somemore wear this kind of colour and let go my long hair,stand on road side at night people will thought they saw something "dirty".

=.=

2009-08-31T16:12:00.003+08:00

Do you ever realise we live because of papers?

We study from primary untill secondary school because of a paper
and then we come out from school with the paper
and proceed to study in college or university for paper again
when we step out to society,we need paper to get a job
and then life goes on with working because of paper

People will argue because of paper
Crime will happen because of paper
People will commit suicide because of paper
Majority of people work hard for paper and end up did not enjoy their life
Miserable huh!?

We started our life with paper and I'm sure that we will continue my life with paper
but all my friend,just don't forget to enjoy your life while chasing for papers,ok?

2009-08-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

梦里
我把你抱得很紧
感受到你的心跳

当时这个念头
现在在梦里实现了

Tu me manques~

2009-08-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

I did this way you don't like
so I did another way
but you don't like also

I'm SORRY~
I totally have no idea what you want
Can you just tell me what you want me to do?

I damn tired of this already

*****************************

I don't get why
Since you so annoyed of me
why don't you just let me stay away from you?

2009-08-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

才刚开学一个星期多
我就累了累了

但是路还很长

2009-08-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Chef Soon asked me and Roy to bake two types of cookies...
hmmm...two types of cookies huh!?
First,I don't have enough ingredients and also time...
I usually use long time to bake cakes or cookiesXP
I don't wanna do Chocolatechips cookies again because I don't have chocolatechips already
So I decided to make Holladais coookies

While measuring the ingredients,I found out that I don't have enough flour.
Therefore I cut down the measurement of flour
All ingredients were measured with half of the amount EXCEPT water and egg.
First,I made the butter cookies first
I did not realise that until when I put in all the ingredients,I found out that the mixture does not looks like cookies but cake.
Jerrr...why I so careless
That day in class Chef Joyce just said that all the ingredients must be measure correctly,one thing wrong then something with wrong with the product.
Anyway,I just add in the rest of flour I got and other dry ingredients to rescue the mixture.
And then,AGAIN
half way pouring the water into the cocoa cookies,I realise I haven't cut down this measurement also...
BLUR CASE!!!=.=
Fine fine...haiz

Then the time I want to shape the dough which placed in the fridge for around an hour,the dough its too soft.
I cannot mould the shape from the book.
So in the end,it turns up many kind of funny shape.
Oh ya~part of it its my lovely brother creation.
Thanks for your "disturbing bro"

Like ginger bread...lolz
Actually is 3 different things but then it rise and stick together.
Did you picture what is that?

Flower cookies...

Marble Cookies...Butter cookies...

Hmm...

tomorrow I got few kinds of cookies to give Chef Soon already*wink wink

p/s:my mum said the cookies taste good because not very sweet...wah...first time XP

2009-08-16T20:37:00.004+08:00

After lunch,my mum suddenly asked me to bake Butter Cake for tomorrow.

I baked Butter Cake a lot of times until my fingers including my toe also not enough to count.

A big NO,I prefer to try something new.

So I open the book I borrowed from my chef,Oven Magic.

I found WEEKED CITRON

All the ingredient is quite simple and I have it all besides jam thingy.

I felt that it still a nice cake without that so I decided to make this lemon cake.

The methods are quite complicated anyway.

After I put the cake into oven then I read back the methods only I realised that I did not cook the butter until brown.XP

First time so I forgive you,blue fish.

The lemon cake from oven.

At first I don't think of put the icing on top of the cake but it don't have lemon flavour at all><

When I read the ingredients of icing, "lan mu jiu"(the book is in chinese).

I was wondering what kind of liquor is this?!!??

Is it RUM???

Then I suddenly think of my mum always drink "lum jiu"(in hokkien).

LAN MU JIU....LAM JIU....lan mu jiu...lam jiu

Ehhh???!!Don't you think they sound very similiar??lolz

I took out the botol of liquor from cabinet and sought for the word RUM but I can't find any RUM word on it.

Who cares!???Just use it,since I got this liquorXP

Lemon cake coated with icing.

The icing colour suppose to be whiter as I saw in the book,mine nearly transparent already.

Anyway,the cake became GORGEOUS with the icing.

It have the taste of lemon and also "lan mu jiu"!!!

YES!!Success~

***big applause

2009-08-16T13:34:00.002+08:00

打翻了回忆的瓶子
洒出来的是有他的回忆

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When you miss someone and you hear happy song,it just tortures you.

2009-08-13T23:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday suppose to be the day i remove my braces but

BUT when i asked the dentist how come he did not do something to my teeth at the back!!!??

He said he tried before but cannot and now again he intended to try=.=

I felt like he trying to earn money because I'm wondering why before that he don't want to try???

And now everytime I go there,I need to pay RM100 because I already finished the actual amount of wearing braces><

HE put something on my tooth for some purpose

and the WORST part is I cannot chew anything for more than one month!!!=.=

I'm spending money to torture myself.

I drank Starbuck Hot Chocolate for lunch and ate KFC LARGE mashed potato yesterday for my dinner.

Today,my mum cooked fish porridge for me and dinner I cooked scrambled egg.

"scrambled" egg with ketchup.I just swallow it...lolz

Then I was thinking for my breakfast after I ate dinner

so I read my books see got what I can eat

I found Brownies and I baked it

Its SIMPLE, only few steps but the final results is not really good.

I got the point Julie Powell wrote in JULIE & JULIA--"simple" is not exactly the same as "easy"

Anyway I got my breakfast for tomorrow and I will learn from mistake.

p/s:better go to bed now,if not later hungry XP

2009-08-11T20:05:00.004+08:00

不渴望您的赞美

不渴望您的奖励

不渴望您为我感到骄傲

但请您不要给我一桶冷水

2009-08-09T21:41:00.004+08:00

8th August 2009 was the most unbelievable day I ever had

my team(bowie,yi chien and me) won 2nd Runner Up in UPM Food Fair Culinary

AHHHHH~~~~~

I still remember when the MC said the winner of 2nd Runner Up is GROUP 4(which is my group),I'm still wondering GROUP 4 is from which college.

I heard a lot of people shouting(all my supporter which is my chefs and seniors)

I glanced to the display table and saw my durian pancake and the stand written there GROUP 4.

AWWWW~ITS MY GROUP

Not only me slow a tempo, yi chien and bowie were the same.LOLz

At that time,I felt like wanna SCREAM!!!

Omg~I can't believe it!!!

My crystal trophy~I got a certificate and also small amount of money!We got a lots of souvenier too(all sponser by ajinomoto)

Deng Deng Deng~~This was our group work...I'm in charge of dessert plate...This picture not really nice because some of the garnishes missing already.The black black thingy like simen is Black Sesame Gelato,Baked Tapioca Cake,Durian Pancake and Osmanthus Jelly.

That moment is so unforgettable

I'm still in the happiness of winning the competition.

Thank you to all my Chefs,my seniors and friends~^^

2009-08-03T22:19:00.004+08:00

Recently my life goes like this for almost 2 weeks(not sure...everyday the same things until i'm blur already)
1.Wake up
2.College Kitchen
3.Lunch
4.Kitchen again
5.Dinner
6.Online
7.Sleep

The competition is around the corner
takut takut takut
I will do dessert alone,without any help when competition
berdikari berdikari berdikari
I still don't have any idea to wrap up my pancake and decorate my plate
idea idea idea
I hate myself always very blur and forgetful><
bangun bangun bangun

My legs very pain
My face got more pimples
I very "PeK CeK"
Nevermind
after competition
I can sit on chair everyday until my butt pain
I can do mask everyday until pimples cannot grow on my face
Nevermind
Nevermind my dear...

p.s: lalala~I got a very very very good news from my friend man...sangat sangat sangat HAPPY~~~~lolz

2009-08-01T22:52:00.003+08:00

Never ever give up easily!!!
Go Go Go~

2009-07-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

I tried few nyonya kuih
but all were rejected by chefs
not nice?not suitable?
I think is not nice AT ALL

I made 30++ "pancakes"
but still cannot make the thickness of "pancake" Chef Patrick showed me
urghh...
Practice makes perfect
Practice makes perfect
Practice makes perfect

I have no idea how to make the "pancake" that thin
I have no idea what dessert I have to do for my competition
I hate insecurity

2009-07-26T17:32:00.002+08:00

Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~

Stayed at home yesterday and today
Baked tart and read Julie & Julia
Next two weeks will be busy for the coming cooking competition
Then my semester break will only left few days

Wondering when I can go ice skating?
I never skate before and I want to try it for so long
Wondering when I can go shopping for new clothes
Now got sales leh
Wondering when I can finish reading my books
I got lots of books I wanna read
Wondering when I can go vacation
I want to go beach
Wondering when blue fish can stop thinking too much

Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~
Lalala~

2009-07-25T22:08:00.003+08:00

Recently,I went to my school kitchen most of the day
helped to clean things,bake and be server
One day, Chef Soon asked us(beancurd group) to go in office one by one
I was wondering what secret he going to tell ah?
The time I went in,he told me that I will be joining cooking competition
That competition will be held at UPM,on the 8th of august
I was like: ME!?I can go competition!?oh yes~
I team with another two of my beacurd group(a.k.a Klang group) which is Bowie and Yi Chien
Wow~can't believe itXD
Training will start next week onwards
Hope that I won't kena scold by chef very frequently
start alert and don't blur lo han ying!

Having semester break but every weekdays also have to go college
though is tiring,I ENJOYED IT!!!

p/s: miss u guys a lot...take care everyone!

2009-07-18T23:48:00.003+08:00

First time I baked cookies alone
Actually its quite easy also
just mix everything together
not much technique needed=P
Chocolate Chips Cookies(I put walnuts also) before went into the oven.

Deng Deng Deng DENG~

I brought for my friends to try

Sze Hui said its too salty

Sze Huey said its too hard

Li Jing agreed to what Sze Huey said but she also said that the taste is there

Others got no comment because they busy chatting

lolz

p/s: I watched Harry Potter alreadyXP

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I wish I could keep my memories in the bottles

and take it out when I want to recall back those memories

I don't want them to store inside my brain and come out whenever they like...

2009-07-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

Went to Sunway Lagoon

with all my beancurd group and also Shadhana + Linda

Played everything but everything for me was like not very scary

They said:"Han Ying very brave huh!?"

Yea~I only scare of watch ghost and horror movie but I still will watch it and have nightmare after that

haha...cari pasal punya orangXP

Joey screamed all the time

even not scary one...lolz

I kept laughing when sit the Pirate Revenge

because infront of me which is Shadhana and Vanna very scared

wow...360 degree leh

I like it

Roy purposely Joey when playing the shoes thingy until her arm is red

Shadhana was the next victim

She thought Roy will make that shoes go faster or what then she stupidly follow Roy to play again the game...lolz

We played "fighting" game

I sat on Roy's shoulder and Joey sat on Yi Chien's shoulder

Joey and I fighted

haha

neither win nor lose

because two of us also fall down

but when the time we wanna play again next round

the life guard "pi pi"(whistled) at us

like this also cannot play meh!=.=

Then we played "shark" at the beach the pool

Roy and I were the shark because we know how to swim

but then I really regret

very tired when catching them because the got a wide range to run=.=

conclusion,this game cannot be play in a big pool

McD is damn damn damn delicious

lolz...

because I'm damn damn damn hungry after that

After finished my Fillet o fish set

I still felt like want to eat ice cream

but I got cough so I don't want to eat

Mana tau Roy when to buy McFlurry

then Yi Chien and Vanna went to buy vanilla cone

finally

I cannot stand anymore

I went to buy ChocoTop and Joey also bought one

Bowie cannot stand also after saw all of us eating ice cream except Linda(because she ate cornetto at Lagoon already)

She bought Sundae

haha...

Its like influenza,am I right?

Damn happy today

not only because I went Lagoon

but also...hehe

only they know what actually happen XD

p/s:My skin colour became darker...

p/s:I want to go Extreme Park...

2009-07-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

Sunday,July 12,2009

Rainbow,Angel,Yi Ling and I went to Aeon
They celebrated my birthday with me
We went to watch OBSESSED but Yi Ling went back
I felt like the girl who obsessed the guy is DAMN scary=.=

I kissing Rainbow...

Rainbow,Yi Ling,Me and Angel

Okay pose instructed by Angel...

Have a lot of fun with you guys...

thankz~

p/s:FOR MORE PICTURES,GO TO SEE MY FACEBOOK~

2009-07-12T10:39:00.019+08:00

Saturday,July 11,2009

My 18th birthday~~

18 years old is legal to go club already

but for my parents' rules still not legal yet

haha~

In the morning

actually my beancurd group(except ROY><) planned to go Times Square

but on the way to Times Square

I suddenly think of NUIZEXUI@Ara Damansara

I want to go Full House

I heard my friends said there very nice
So with Joey's and Vanna instructions and also my darling,World Best Driver Yi Chien

we went there

yeah~
Full House,the restaurant I always wish to go
and now I'm taking pic at the side
we went early half and hour

and Full House open at 12pm

lolz

At the time

Nuizexui oni got staff and some shop lot open

Then Vanna wanted to go toilet

Joey said toilet is at the car park which is underground

we were like:"where got toilet at the car park one,damn weird lo,are you sure Joey?"

omg...really got toilet at underground man

damn scary lo

recalled Drag Me to Hell scene=.=

Then we walked around shop which already opened
All looks so real

Very cute right
all this cake is made from Chef Han Ying(dreaming~) Though I know the possiblity is very small,I still believe in fairy tales...

My blue car...nice or not?

The menu of Full House

very special

It looks like a magazine

The set menu I ordered...

Iced Lemon Tea

Bowie's dish...Korean NoodleVanna and Yi chien's dish...Carbonara Spaghetti...
Joey and I ordered the same...Dory Fish
the fish fillets were so fresh and the taste is so delicious

I'm enjoying my food...hmmm...yummy~~~Pineapple cake
Actually the set menu stated is tart but is cake

anyway this is nice alsoResit also very nice...lolz

How good if my home also like that

very cosyJoey,me,Bowie,Yi Chien and Vanna...infront of Full House

Very CUTE leh~~~~~Donald Duck: "Don't you bully Han Ying,if not I whack you!"

Bowie: "Wanna ta kau?Come lah!

Han Ying: "Donald Duck~No~"

Then we went to Time Square

On the way to there,I "belanja" there all eat this

I like it though is expensive

The first one is like smarties but inside fillings is strawberry

Then is coffee bean like that...full of taste of coffee

Chocolate...some got star one...very convenient to bring along anyway because it won't melt easily

Triangle...got strawberry and chocolate

Smarties like that and inside is chocolate

That "smarties" got my favourite colour...sky blue^^

Before went in to the car park of Time Square

We saw a very cute western guy

They all shouted in the car...excluded me

He is cute but I didn't shout

hehe...

Times Square was crowded with people

We shopped around and Vanna bought some clothes

Then we decided to go Berjaya university for some reasons

but when we reach that floor

Bowie almost bang the door because its closed

swtz...

We finding our car for quite some time because we just simply took one lift and went down

So the only solution is go back to the place just now we came up from the parking,KFC there

Then finally we found Yi Chien's car

We went to Sunway Pyramid also

just for fun because almost 2 weeks we didn't go there because got exam

haha

I bought ice cream

then only I realised I got cough

end up ate half another half gave Vanna=P

Vanna bought some clothes also

I tried one dress

but I didn't buy

because I don't know wear it to wear

lolz

Then we went back

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At night

I went to Jeth
Ying Ying,Shiau Jing,Hock Mum,Nelson,Miao Huat celebrated with me

My cake,Tiramisu...I love it~ Miao Huat and Hock Mum were trying to light up my candles because the air-cond too big already

I making my wish....I wish . . .

When I want to cut my cakes to give there all eat

I don't know how to cut

hehe

Hock Mum straight away boom me:"You never learn cutting cakes in your course meh?"

Me:"Yea...I didn't."XD
End up I cut one for myself(They said I must eat first)

Others they helped themselves
Miao Huat,Hock Mum,Nelson,Ying Ying and Shiau Jing(another two of my best friends cannot come)

Then later Kenneth and Gary also came to Jeth to wish me because they around there

I donated RM 5 to 30 hour famine fund because Ying going to go that camp

Gambateh Ying~I wish I can go also but I got gastric=.=

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All my presents

My make up box present gave from my secondary school,Chai Fen and Sze Hui

They purposely came to my house to give me my present few days before my birthday

Damn touching lo~

Chocolate snacks from Roy as a birthday present on 3rd of july

It has a very nice description: You know how when you're watching a movie with people who have already seen it,there always seems to be someone there who tells you what's about to happen just before it actually does?Well if you read on after the next full stop,we're going to ruin all the good bits in eating PODS snacks for you.You put one in your mouth and suddenly notice the crispy lightness of the wafer;the creamy chocolate soon fills your mouth,quickly followed by mouth-watering gooey creme.Back to the wafer,the chocolate,the creme.The wafer,the chocolate,the creme.You swallow.

Can feel the taste of that snacks?

Hmmm...delicious~

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Thankz for everyone who celebrated my birthday with me

I damn happy today^^

The 18th birthday that I will never forget!

2009-07-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hooray!!!
Exam finished and now semester break
Lalala~~~
can sleep,eat,play and read
yeah~
about my results
ermmm...let me me worry about it when semester 2 starts
hehe
Enjoy my holiday~~
Happy holiday for all my coursemates!!

Now 11 o'clock
after one hour
i'm not 17 years old anymore
does it means I cannot read SEVENTEN magazines?
No way...I still wanna read
haha~

should I be happy or sad!?
Chef Soon ask will I cry because tomorrow I will become 18 years old already?
I was wondering why should I
Think positive a bit la
no need to cry or depress for this tiny thing
Am I right?!
hehe

Good night~

2009-07-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Having final exam this week
all those papers which past are history
cannot alter any answer that i wrote on it already
so forget it la

Yeah~
still got two more exam papers to go
which is Food n beverage and Kitchen Management
and then got semester break for almost 1 month

Gambateh bluefish~~~

2009-07-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

丁当-我爱上的

眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就象海浪抱着海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂
最后再爱我一个晚上
地久天长天大的谎
爱到了最后碎成碎钻碎成了星光
我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡
最后我只剩下了一半
身体一半灵魂一半
永远找不到另外一半
以后难免会想起他吧
如果偶然只是偶然
为什么遗忘那么难忘那么那么难…..
我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡
我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡
我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡
眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就象海浪抱着海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂~

我爱上了这首歌
重播了一遍又一遍
很好听哦

我知道我爱的是以前的他

p/s:Bowie要加油哦~

2009-07-02T13:25:00.002+08:00

After the event(on Monday)
I'm sick
flu,fever,stomach ache,whole body pain
slept for many hours already
but still feel very sleepy=.=
Next week exam already
I haven't start study
kinda worry
but I very uncomfortable
no mood to study
ahhhh~~~~

Sickness please go away from me
I want to study for exam
and then enjoy my birthday
and also my HOLIDAY!!!
please~~~~~

2009-06-27T23:25:00.004+08:00

Went to the second time training for A Night with Phantom
my hand very pain because the tiles and plates are damn HEAVY
Oh ya FYI
I'm going to be a server for that event which will serve molecular gastronomy on Monday
I'm scared I cannot handle the plates well
because the strength of my hands are WEAK
Ahhhh~~~give me the strength please!!!

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I received one letter from my college
the letter stated there I did not attend UHTI class for 2 days
what the F***
I never skip class before
how can the lecturer marked me ABSENT
swtz...
I want to go complain on Monday
Jerr...I suppose to get 100% for my attendance

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兴华中学举办兴华中小学N周年文娱晚会（忘记几年了）
兴华小学是我的母校
我当然去捧场啦
和莹还有菁
看到他们小学的表演
我想哭（想而已）

N年前的记忆被勾起
那个舞台
那个我曾经也在上面表演过无数次的舞台
当时的我们
当时的一切
好怀念
好怀念

莹说：“好想回到一年级，从头开始小学生涯。”
如果时间能倒流
我也很想
很想很想
小学是我最最最喜欢的学生时代
那时的我们
都很单纯
都很快乐
每天都无忧无虑
虽然常常不要跟这个好，不要跟那个好
不过几天后却又在一起玩
没有心机
没有怨恨

太多太多的回忆
只是头脑的储存位子有限
储存不了全部
但庆幸我还有一班常联络的小学同学
不时叙叙旧(^.^)v

muackz~

我爱兴华~

2009-06-23T22:04:00.004+08:00

Aim:To find the way to feel better when got hurt

Hypothesis:The more you express your feelings to someone,the better you feels

Observation:Burst into tears and eyes become dropsy

Manipulated Variable:Talk to someone

Responding Variable:Feels better

Constant Variable:The person who hurt you

Conclusion:Hypothesis is ACCEPTED

2009-06-22T20:18:00.004+08:00

Took CKO exam today
Chef Andy asked Joey to paste this cute paper on the door
Shhhh....don't make chef angry

Before I went in the kitchen
I realised that I forgot to bring my cap
Luckily Shadhana put hers inside her locker
so she lent me hers

Everything I did in kitchen went quite smoothly
TAA DAA~~
This was what I made
Chef Andy said everything OK(^.^)v
He did not comment mine dish
Yeah~
That means not bad la
haha...

Sofia,Stella(opps!blocked by me),Vanna,Roy

Me,Yi Chien,Bowie,Joey and CHEF ANDY

Took a photo in the preparation kitchen with Chef Andy

This was the last class we do things in this kitchen this semester

I potong steam again
I did not follow Beancurd Group to go sing K(ding ding~I LOSE)
because I want to practice Choux Pastry
Paiseh...
My "baby" were growing inside my oven

Paris Brest(donut shape) and Puff(round)

p/s:I don't like to clean all the stuff I used when I finished baking or cooking><><

2009-06-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

I made potato salad
got the main character potato,celery,onion,cucumber and mayonaise
the mayonaise is not Lady's choice,but I made my own
hehe professional=P

Actually want to practice Paris Brest but I forgot to buy baking sheet
I will make it tomorrow
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Yesterday I got nightmare
i was not sure whether I was dreaming or sleeping
I saw a big human shadow at my window(the window which is facing my bed)
and what I saw really like movie
the shadow got varies type of pose
teng!teng!teng!
I tried to shout and move
but I cannot
then after I "fighted" very hard then I finally can open my eyes
I kept looking at the window
but nothing there

I heard some sound
sound that came from my another window(the window which I always keep open)
I'm not sure whether I'm sleeping or what
I was so scared and I was trying to move again
but this time I cannot move
then the sound disappeared
I want to wake up and check out what is going on
but I got no energy to fight the strength that do not let me to wake up
so I decided just leave it and fall into sleep
then I safely woke up in this morning

i felt that what happened yesterday night
was very similar to the movie DRAG ME TO HELL
the scene when Lamia came to torture the victim
ahhh~~~omg
Luckily its not exactly the same
if not I might be cursed by someone
swtz...
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Tomorrow is my Culinary and Kitchen Operation practical exam
the questions for me is not really difficult
I hope I can do well in it
ermmm....not only this subject
I hope I can do well in every subjects
haha
Wish me luck ya~

p/s:Happy Father's Day...muakz...luv ya~

2009-06-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

I baked again yesterday
And I considered it as SUCCESS
although my Orange Brulee Tart do not have any orange taste=P
and got a bit(a bit only) burned

Creme Caramel...first time try it

Success man,just too sweet because i put too much caramel below already

Oh ya is when take out the things from mould

there is caramel on top

I forget to take that photo

Yeah!!!
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Jeth again

Gathering!?I prefer say LIM TEH

yeah went lim teh again

Me,Jennie,Wan Xuan,Han Wei,Hock Mun,Wei Hao,Kenneth,Edwin,Yong Sum,Miao Huat,Zhi Yuan and MRS GAN( my primary teacher a.k.a my favourite teacher)

We bought a chocolate cake for Mrs.GAN because her birthday is tomorrow

We gave a surprise to her leh

haha

We talked about our ex classmates

Some of them was recalling who are they because they forgot already

Of course I no need

I remember everyone(hehe)

Have a lot of fun~~~

p/s: SWTz~~I forgotten to take pictures of them especially Mrs.Gan and her cake...only got this two blur blur pictures=.=

2009-06-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

I don't care it will make fat or sick,I just LOVE it!!!

I bought one oven on monday
I tried to bake myself the first time-Peach Frangipane Tart
but FAILED and I still not sure what is the reasons

Before it goes in to oven(not enough peach so I put pineapple) love shape,looks nice right?hehe
After baked(but inside not totally cook)

Today
I baked again
I baked the tart for more than one and hour
Actually the tart only needs half and hour(=.=)
Obviously it FAILED again
but this time
I know what is the problem already
the problem is because of the oven(haha)

Nevermind
Failure is the mother of SUCCESS
tomorrow I will bake again
that time sure will success!!!
Go han ying~

2009-06-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

13th of June
actually we plan to have a gathering(primary school) at wei hao's house
but most of them ffk
so end up only shiau jing,jennie,han wei,yong sum and I
went to Jeth for dinner

I was surprised when I heard han wei said yong sum is going to come
I never meet him since I graduated from primary man
Anyway
I still recognised him when he walked in Jeth
He forgotten all our names
I do not know whether he is shy or what
He talked very soft
and the most funniest thing is
he thought miao huat is my boyfriend
cannot imagine this happen...swtz

5 persons at Jeth
We ate
We talked
We laughed
We(or I'm only the one?) enjoyed

Anyhow
I need to go back at 9.30pm because my bro need to use car
and when 9pm,as usual
my mum called and REMINDS me to go back at 9.30pm
felt damn embarrasing man
everytime also like that><

p/s:I love to hang around with my primary friends =)

2009-06-14T12:32:00.003+08:00

Finally I left the last assignment to finish in this semester
Wednesday I slept 3 hours and Thursday I slept 2 hours
The reason why is because I do last minute work
Anyway,I only can get more ideas in my brain when I do last minute work=P

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I found out that there are few funny reactions due to people who lack of sleep and stressful because of assignments
1. Will become hyper...keep talking and singing to make himself/herself stay awake
2. Will keep laughing...a tiny thing also can laugh out loud
3. Will become blur...everything also slow one tempo
4. Will become angry easily...actually nothing to worry but he/she will make himself/herself looks very stressful and show his/her "black face" to others
5. Will talk to object like computer or talk with himself/herself
6. Will feel like want to cry(because feel that he/she cannot finish on time)

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I dreamt a scary dream last night
My lecturer,Ms Merry was giving out the marks of the assignment I just handed in on Friday
Then most of my friends' got 100%
but I only got 70%
Ahhhhh~~~damn scary man!!!I don't want this kind of RESULTS~~~~~~

2009-06-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

Today I feels much better already
I apologize here that yesterday i was so emo and awkward
I really don't feel like want to talk to anyone yesterday
The reason why I like that,I,myself also not really sure about it
Anyway...
No worries...
Han Ying came back already

Second,about our group assignment
Sorry for being so stubborn
I trusted her that she will do her job
but end up she hand in me last minute and she did everything wrong
"ding ding~LOSE"
I will listen to your guys words next time~.^

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Friday need to pass up 2 assignments so I have to start doing it now
I hope I can get high marks for this assignments(at least higher that my F&B report)
Wish me luck~

2009-06-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

星期五有两个assignments要交
我到现在都还没开始做

但
我玩电脑游戏
我睡觉
我嗑小说
放纵自己

和自己叛逆

2009-06-07T15:55:00.003+08:00

如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
宝贝，没有如果！！！

2009-06-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ying Ying(with specs) and Wan Xuan(without specs)
Went to sunway pyramid with my primary best friends
We all know each other at least 10 years already
I'm so lucky got all of them
Of course,I also very lucky to have all my beancurd group friends

Just 3 of us manage to hang out this time
Actually still got 2
Jennie exam is around the corner so she cannot come out
Shiau Jing got tuition and her mum don't let her come out
Too bad...

Ate the world best cream puff
cost me RM3.80 for a little thingy
i like the choux pastry but the filling not so nice
I know how to bake it also(^.^)v

Actually wan to watch 17 again(got ZAC EFRON leh)
but end up watched monster vs alien
because the blur ying went to book GSC ticket but we went Sunway which got TGV only
Anyway,the cartoon quite nice also

Settle our lunch...erm...high tea at GASOLINE
bad service this time
as usually,I had talked to the waiter with very serious tone twice
First is because the table is oily and is smelly
Second,I waited my food for so long until ying and xuan finished their food already I started to eat
Ish...all because what I'm studying
I become very fussy to service thingy =P

Then we took sticker photo
1,2,3,4 kacha
after finish that,we went to toilet and take photo also
Why TOILET?because the lightning there is good and got big mirror

My mum asked me to go ying's house first only they come and fetch me at 8
but then ying's mum not at home also
We tried to called someone to pick us up but nobody answer phone
so end up we walked back from Telok Gadong KTM station to ying's house

On the way to ying's house
I met him
not really met
I saw him
When I saw the car
My mind starts wondering is that...
Bingo!It is...
I have no idea why
Why I scared
My heart just felt so uncomfortable
like someone squeezed my heart
the conclusion my friends gave me is horrible for me
I thought I...
but what I thought in my mind is always different from people's point of view
haiz...
my dear Han Ying...forget it,please!!!

2009-06-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

我到底怎么了
心好像被什么压着
带着面具见人
做违背自己的事
嬉皮笑脸

没有心情做任何事
只想睡觉

我到底怎么了
思路像被什么诸塞着
糊里糊涂
思绪无法集中
慌神

想不到如何解决问题
发白日梦

2009-06-04T21:31:00.002+08:00

Quite emotional today
Maybe is because not enough sleep
Maybe not
Whole day at college
I was like I am in very good mood now
but the next moment
I don't even want to talk with anyone
Argghhh....
I hate myself to be like that

2009-05-30T20:27:00.005+08:00

College life is full of activities
24 hours is not enough for me
Everyday not enough sleep
Assignments,presentation and bla bla bla
BUT
I still have a lots of FUN!!!(^.^)v
My dearest friends~~~
I decided to upload my blog when I'm free
Mostly once a week=P
Okay?!hehe

My group which was Yi Chien,Shadhana,Roy and Me designed a boutique called SEASONSI am the designer which design summer clothing...I like all those clothes and accessories!!!

Oh ya...kitchen management presentation,our group did not do it well.Anyway,I learn something already,the next presentation will not like this again anymore!

We were having a secret meeting...talk about what!?secret la...shhhhh~~~

Nowadays my classmates especially beancurd group like to imitate me say JERRR
They always imitate my JERRR until very seducing
Saya mana ada macam itu!?><

Yesterday,I went to a field trip at Sunway Resort with my school mates
The Villa there is extremely nice and comfortable
I wish I could stay this kind of place one day
We,Beancurd group went to register to do partimer for banquet in Sunway
Waiting for their call
Why!?
Because I lack of pocket money
Money that my parents gave is not enough for my expenses at college
so I decided to earn money myself
Faster call me please!!!!

I also went to an interview for an event will be held in college soon
Hope I pass the interview although I would not get any money from that event...
I want to learn...hehe

Tart that Bowie and I make on wednesday Baking and Pastry class!Tell you why got empty spaces there...not because of not enough peach...IS because Bowie wants to make heart shape...

2009-05-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

I went to college to attend Scholarship Awards Presentation Ceremony
I'm number 518 from School of Hospitality,Tourism and Leisure Management...Amount of scholarship I got is RM 3000

As my classmates always said
I am not a socialize person
FYI: I do not know how to start a conversation with a stranger
So I end up sit there for few hours while playing my handphone game
After the ceremony finished
I went to find Yi Chien,Roy and Shadhana in discussion room
Shadhana and I haven't eat lunch that time
There was a lunch prepared for the ceremony at cafeteria for free
so I asked Shadhana to go along with me and eat the food on behave my mother
The food was nice especially the tarts and muffins

I kept laughing after I knew that one of my friend(i'm good so did not mention the name)
brought printer to college today
She brought because our assignment is not complete yet
she scared printer in college out of service
so she decided to bring her printer
I have to said that she is right
the printer in college really out of service
luckily she brought the printer and we handed up our assignment on time
Anyway
I awarded this as JOKE OF THE DAY
lolZ

Gloria,Rita,Linda and Barry also came to college to do the same things as we do
something special to add on is
Rita wore hair wig to college
and as usual
she looked pretty for that...

2009-05-19T20:31:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I went to help Ms.Karen for the funtion which was celebrating Teacher's Day

Very excited because this was my FIRST TIME!!!

Nothing to do while waiting others to come for the briefing so we....take photo!!!

From left:Bowie,Me,Joey,Vanna and Yi Chien

Pretty and very nice lecturer-----Ms.Karen....Happy Teacher's Day!!!

Acting STUPID...Gee~~

We all dressed in waitress uniform...Wow~~professional look...

After the briefing,we started moving things like tables,chafing dish and bla bla bla from 5th floor to 4th floor.

Then we set up all the tables,drinks and bla bla bla...

My baking and pastry chef----Chef Patrick was decorating the table with sugar sculpture...the apple and leaves is made from sugar....chef very yao yeng leh!!!

Dessert.....

When the funtion was going on

I went to behind and took off my shoes because my foot was DAMN pain

My new Ah Ma look shoes(that is what my mum said about the shoes) that school bought for us

It tortured me for so many hours!!!

And for your information that shoes cost RM60 and it is not comfortable at all...

When all the teachers finished eating and went back.

It was our dinner time

We ate the leftover

Gee...don't get to eat the dessert (i think it is some kind of mousse) which all the teachers said nice><

I'm is eating the "apple" but what happened next is not I faint and my prince come and save me and we live happily ever after because I'm not Snow White and there is no prince.What actually happened was I have to help to clean up the everything.

Around 8 o'clock

We finished everything and 5 of us helped Ms.Karen to lock the kitchen door.

4 of my friends and I went down from 5th floor through a lift

When we reached ground floor

we found out that the door the go out to foyer is locked

then we decided to go first floor because the door there maybe not locked yet

so we walked to first floor through staircase

and when we were walking stairs

we suddenly heard a very loud sound "bang"

that time we haven't pass by the lift

and the time we passed by

we saw a dustbin in stuck at the lift that we just took it to the ground floor and the door of the lift cannot close

then my first reaction is RUN!

Its weird because it is impossible there is someone purposely put the dustbin over there

this is because the environment was so quiet and we didn't hear any sound before we heard the "bang" sound.

Luckily there is nothing happen to anyone of us

Althought my whole body very pain and tired especially my foot(that ah ma shoes><),but

I enjoyed it very much because its FUN~~~~

2009-05-17T22:12:00.004+08:00

The second time I drove alone to go lim teh with friends
the second time I forgot to turn on my car light
the second time I forgot let go my hand break
Awww~~lucky im still here blogging...lolz

I have to admit that I am coward
If my parents forbid me doing something
I not dare to do the things they forbid without their knowledge
Even I doing it,I will feel very guity

Yvone asked me to go clubbing with her to celebrate her birthday
She said want to see what clubbing actually is
Then I asked my parents for their approval
They said cannot go that kind of place,very dangerous,bla bla bla
Some more my mum said a lot of disandvantages to scare me
I'm chicken hearted my friends
I do not dare to go even though I have chance to break it
Ermmm...when the time I got guts first
then I will........................................................

2009-05-16T17:04:00.003+08:00

讨厌
我通常都不太喜欢用这两个字
讨厌像一把刀
划过了
就会留下伤口

如果我说出这两个字
意思就是极限了

第一次我不喜欢一个人
就连跟她说话也不想

我不喜欢她
我不懂为什么
我那样不喜她
我从来没有对一个人那样反感
过后我发觉
原来大多数和她相处过的人
都和我有同感

然后我又有一点不喜欢另一个她
有不少的理由我对她那么反感
这次
我想应该只有我一个人而已

我到底怎么了！？
生病了吗？
被传染到会不喜欢人的病？
啊~~~谁来救救我？
我不想要不喜欢一个人
很难受，你懂吗？

2009-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of him
sitting beside me
talking to me
like friend
with friends around us

Its that just a dream!?
or it will soon become real?!

I hope it will become real that we become friend again
but I also scared...

damn it!!!

2009-05-15T14:26:00.002+08:00

Oh my friends~
I will write english in my blog also
that's is all depend on my mood
if I feel like I wanna write chinese,then I will
on the other way round to english of course=)

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My one week holiday left 2 days only
tomorrow and sunday
I haven't study for my mid term exam!!!
My group and I haven't finish our assignments!!!
I don't even open my books that I borrowed from library!!!
Omg!!!
I'm addicted to New Moon
I can't stop when I start reading it
I think I better finish last few chapter faster and do not start reading Eclipse
If not I think I gonna die for assignments and my mid term exam
Ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-05-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

在Jeth的小小约会
我们无所不谈
虽然只有我和你
其他缺席者正抱着书，拼命读
但我还是找回N年前的那种感觉
期待下一次她们也一起来的约会^^

p/s:我要去你家看你的古董钢琴！！！这个星期日你在家吗！？哈哈~

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落叶的树
就像一棵树到了秋天，叶子就自然地枯黄掉落一样，你和他的情谊，也来到了难以维持的季节。
暂时不再见，并不是因为不再有感情，而是决定不再让表面冷淡的互动引起内在剧烈的波动。
正是因为珍惜过去的繁华色盛景，才会拒绝后来的萧瑟破坏了曾经美好的回忆。所以，就让一切静静地停止在这里吧。
而时光的脚步当然还是继续往前走，从不为任何人停留。
当下一个春天来临，这棵树或许会发出新叶，你和他或许还有再度相遇的缘分，那么就随缘地接受。
也或许，所有的快乐与悲伤就中止在那个落叶的季节，不再有任何往后，那么，亲爱的，也随缘地接受。
《朵朵小语甜美的放松》

2009-05-11T14:32:00.010+08:00

Not I don't want to update my blog

just that I still don't have my own com now(sharing with my bro and he is doing assignment every night)
and the day afta u guys left my house

a naughty angel(cousin) came in my room

I don't scare of you but bear in mind don't bully my jie jie!!

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9th of May

Our purpose to KL was to do our assignment but end up like main purpose was go shopping

This is the first time i went Times Square

I know I'm lame

even though my family planned to go times square a few times,it end up going some where else

maybe that time Times Square and I were not meant to be

finally I stepped in Times Square(Yeah~~~)

After our breakfast at McD(I luv grape jam)

we went to shopping

Then Vanna's group doing their assignment at Krispy Kreme

We got this SIGNATURE doughnut for free...I luv it when it served hot!!!I like it when it cold!!!haha

Other doughnut they bought to taste...

Me(^.^)v,Joey and Bowie...ss ing while Vanna observing the outlet...

After that we went to The Loaf in Pavilion through roads and Sungei Wang

Its so scary when passing through all those road

Motorcycles and cars passed by my side makes me felt insecured(I hate crossing roads)

Shadhana,Me(concentrating in?!),Joey,Vanna and half of Bowie...

Joey's idea to take photo here...damn weird...like tourist...Joey,Me and Shadhana

"Heart to Mother"

"Croissant Rose"

Bought at THE LOAF for my mum...

Inside toilet snapping photo with the new hat I bought...haha...crazy

Actually Joey said she also want to buy but end up she is not><

Shadhana went back because have to cook for her brother's birthday

Then went back to Sungei Wang shopping

precisely is accompany them shopping because I didn't buy anything in Sungei Wang(did I!?)

We ate guai leng gou(a kind of jelly) and oh ya Bowie was busy searching her Y's style shoes

There are many of that style shoes but all man size only

poor Bowie still don't give up and we went back to Times Square

Vanna,Joey and Bowie bought few clothes and before we go back,lucky Bowie found her Y's style shoes

I didn't buy anything from there although is CHEAP because I scare later go bac my mum nag me

Ss in car...Joey's new sunglasses and my new hat

We went to eat Ba Kut Teh at Klang after Yi Chien fetched her back because she got dinner with family

This Ba Kut Teh is my favorite and I recommend them but Yi Chien said she knows another restaurant nicer than mine><

Soup and dry...luv it very much!!!Delicious and cheap~yeah

See her looks like people starving for few days...jkjk
Because of the MOON(in the middle of 3 circle),they came in my house and my room

End up taking photo in my room

Vanna,Yi Chien,Joey and ME(infront)...Joey my dolphin feels very pain leh...

My pose....^O^ Dolphin feels better now...hehe
One and two and three and four pose....EHHH!!!!My dog still in this photo!!!That time it still haven't been hiding inside Joey's handbag wor....

Jerr Joey~~why u look at different side!?Last photo of my dog on that day...

Everyone acting COOL but one white pants human failed to do it...lolz

Again the white pants human...no no no is alien posing different from other...

Grimacing..........Help!!!!Where is my hero!??!!come and save my from all those monster!!!!

Exhausted...Everyone fastervgo back home...I wanna charge my battery!!!

Before they got out my room

I saw my dog's head

they failed to bring along my dog out of my room

Joey got caught red handed so no face to look at the camera...lolz

I have A LOT OF FUN on that day!!!Luv you guys~

Remember to feed our BEAN CURD after you guys purse fill up!!!~.^

p/s:Now 2.10 AM...ahhh...damn tired...see la...because of you all I blogging at this hour...woowwoooo...good night!

2009-05-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

爸妈最近让我一个人驾车
在Bukit Tinggi附近而已
原本他们是说要等到两年后
就是我不再是P牌
才可以独自驾驶
而我呢
天天在灌输我爸Practice makes perfect
我要常常练习才能更了解车
然后故事直接跳到
有一天
我们一家去KL吃
我告诉妈我要早回来
因为我约了朋友
不过他们还是拖到迟迟才要回
回到巴生已比原先的时间迟了一小时
我直接说我要驾车去找朋友
妈咪也没说什么就答应了
耶~

昨天我驾车载莹去Aeon
原本只是要出来吃饭`聊天
她竟然说要买她朋友的礼物
选东西也选很久
妈咪突然打电话要我十点半回家
糟糕！时针指着三
莹还在选要买哪一个Sushi=.=
时针指着五
刚从Aeon出来
时针指着七
到莹家门口
时针指着十
我到家了
原本需要二十分钟的车程
我只用了。。。（自己算）
给妈咪念了一下迟到家

WOw~感觉我很像Fast n Furious里的赛车手
握着驾驶盘踩油
惊险的一天~

2009-04-18T14:39:00.005+08:00

Ms Karen是我Food n Beverage的老师
教我们的东西有一部分是关于做Waiter/waitress
所以
她要求我们女生上她的课时必须画一点淡妆
买了基本的化妆品

眼线笔`睫毛膏`腮红等

在家练习

第一次画完

妈咪竟然说我画到像熊猫眼><

是不是看不出我有化妆？呵呵~高境界-----裸妆！=P

p/s:化妆很麻烦~~

这个post其实是上个星期写的不过因为没有时间所以拖到今天才放上来。呵呵~

2009-04-11T09:39:00.006+08:00

我上Practical时的穿着，有厨师架势吗？

我和同学们在烘培室等Chef时拍的：Joey，我，Shadhana，Kelvin

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我的一次的法国餐

在我学院的Traning Restaurant
和我一样课系但已经是Semester 2的学生经营的

我们Semester 1的去捧场

桌上有几把刀几把叉

刀，叉，傻傻分不清楚（到底要用哪一个！？！？）

猜是什么来的？可以吃的咯！芝麻面包。懒得rotate我的照片。我选用的刀叉，用对了吗？

Starter：Potato Salad.那个mayonise很好吃

Main Course：Roasted chicken（全名我忘了） sauce很好吃不过给太少了。红红的鸡肉不是还没有熟吗？！
Dessert：Pate a crepe(pancake和blueberry cream）吃到这道甜点时，我的胃已经要撑爆了。最后还有咖啡但我选择不要。

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星期五交了我第一个assignment

还有几个assignment在呼唤我

还有很多资料等着我去research

学院的生活

打个喷嚏就过了三个星期

感觉我好像才进去不到一个星期

时间一直在狂奔

时间啊，时间~

跑慢点可以吗？

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我变了

从不同人`不同句子`不同时间说出

意思却一样

怎么办？！

2009-03-30T18:45:00.006+08:00

School of Hospitality and Tourism Management规定每个星期一必须穿former wear.

上个星期一，我家没有former wear,也没时间去买，所以就穿smart casual去，结果被老师点名穿错了。#^.^#

特地去买了blouse和slack

只是把刘海“搬”去后面，还没把头发绑成一个包，因为我不会绑。呵呵

去到学院叫Shadhana帮我绑。很空，很没有安全感，青春痘疤又很明显=.=

绑到那么整齐，结果给老师检查时，她问我旁边的头发是不是故意弄下来。我真的被炸到咯，明明就是因为我的头发不够长所以有一些掉下来。她说，下次用发胶把头发梳干净，不可以有掉下来的。=.=

希望我的脸可以快点变成干干净净~~

2009-03-29T15:20:00.003+08:00

学院生活的第一个星期过了
我钱包里的RM50也飞了O.o

每天都好累
累到连晚饭都不吃（冲凉后直接睡觉）
累到不想整理房间
累到不想上网，写部落
累到看电视的心情都没有
也许是还没适应吧

在学院到处都是英语
和同学讲英语
听lecturer的课也是英语
就连去Cafeteria买食物都用英语
我超想要讲华语！！！
有一股冲动想约好朋友出来
讲华语讲到爽
喂！我很想念你们叻~

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去了xuejibblog
读了征益学哥写的选择的路上
拿了文章的一部分放在这里，希望学哥不介意。

“人生总在决定关键时分出岔路，我们不晓得路的后头是什么等着我们，
选择了一条路，想要回头也是太迟了。既然太迟了，就应该选择走下去！！坚定的，不畏惧，向前走。
船到桥头自然直，相信自己事情总有水到渠成的规律，问题总有迎刃而解的时候。

不要为自己的选择后悔；
也不为错误的选择忏悔。。

人生中，
会让你后悔的事太多，记得后悔是在浪费时间。甚至是磨损自信的利器。

人生路上的选择没有一错再错，只有将错就错。谁知道，你的“错”就是生命的转折点，把你推向高峰呢？

我曾经后悔过，为什么选择放弃今年飞往美国深造的机会，只是单纯因为麻烦和缺乏自信？但又意识到，那是我对生命作出的选择，错了一步，只要将错就错，不再消耗时间在无谓的后悔中伤心难过。

或许你又在懊恼自己，或者犹豫着。但请相信自己，一切会好转过来。

生命，还是掌控在你手中。。

选择，虚耗光阴，还是奋发前进？？”

虽然我现在已经在读酒店管理的课程了
不过每每亲戚朋友问起：“你成绩不错嘛,为什么读酒店管理，不要读别科？”
我都会说因为我对烘培等有兴趣而酒店管理刚好有烘培课程，所以就选择读酒店管理。
不过内心深处
天使和恶魔就会开始争论。（天使和恶魔的争论，还是不要写出来，免得伤到无辜）
不过读了学哥的这篇文章后，我正式宣布天使取得胜利了！
谢谢学哥~~
你这篇文章给了我很大的启发
我把它放在这里，时时刻刻提醒我

我选择奋发向前！！！！！！

2009-03-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

昨天去了Orientation Programme
回到家都筋疲力尽了

6点半就从我家附近乘坐Sunway的巴士
一个小时后就到学院了
我的天啊！还有一个小时半的时间我要怎样耗？
在Foyer找个位子坐下，拿出手机，玩游戏
玩了一阵子，读A-Level的Sue Yee来找我
心里很感激她的出现，在一个陌生的环境见到一位朋友
就像在沙漠看到水的那样
聊了一阵子后，她就去她的Orientation
无奈我的还没到时间开始
想起我还没付学费
拿出地图找到一个Payment Counter
很夸张的是那里竟然像银行那样，还得按号码然后等你的号码到
有N种选择，要付学费`巴士费`bla bla bla

听了很多人演讲，很闷很闷
两个月多的慵懒生活
让我超不适应以下子得吸收那么多东西
超想睡的因为前一天一点多才入睡

还有几个小时的时间才到下一个Orientation
慢条斯理地吃了一个人的午餐
然后拿着地图到处走走
很可怕的是
走着走着走到一个连一根针掉下都会听得到的走廊
走着走着走到不知道自己在哪里
没有胆在走下去了
所以我提前一个小时就到下一个地点Theatre 6
进到里面，空无一人
我不想再走了，只好进去找个位子坐下，玩手机
不久，有个马来女孩也走进来
我说了一声Hi
我可不想一个人都没有认识到
呵呵
她和我读同样的课程
其他人也陆陆续续进来
又听了几个人讲话
然后做也English Placement Test
我的Essay来不及完成！！！
然后Senior带我们熟悉环境
然后老师给时间表，讲解
然后5.30放学回家

45分钟的时间就到家了
还以为会塞车
吃晚饭后
我就睡着了

p/s:我不喜欢一个人

2009-03-16T13:51:00.002+08:00

星期五开始，我将步入我人生的另一个阶段，成为一名学院生。
很多人都问，以我的成绩，为什么会去选读酒店管理？
其实纯粹是兴趣
我原本想去读烘培，不过家人反对。他们觉得烘培是一门手艺，几时学都可以。嗯~他们说的也不是没道理。
然后，有一段时间，爸妈一直坚持要我读中六。我不想读中六，你要说我没有自信也好，说我胆小也好，但直觉告诉我，我没有这个能力读中六。也因为这样，那段日子和爸妈闹得很僵。
在网上游来游去，看了很多资料，选来选去，就只有酒店管理比较适合我因为酒店管理也会读到一些饮食`烘培的课程，和我的理想有一点点接近。
三月十二日，虽然我的成绩只有五个A，和我的朋友比起来绰绰有余，不过我还是很满意我的成绩因为我已尽力了。（要说我太容易满足了，是吗？）
这几个月来，我发现我是多么的矛盾。我不想要别人来决定我的未来，但我又害怕自己决定，怕做出错误的决定。现在，我已经踏出第一步了。虽然我爸有能力给我读Sunway University College,但我可不想当个败家女！

2009-03-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

一整天脑子里想的就是
明天
明天
明天我的成绩就会出！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！
既期待，又怕受伤害
希望成绩能够达到我之前定下的目标
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
Good Luck everyone!!!!
啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-09T13:00:00.003+08:00

我爱看
那种看了会疯狂大笑，笑到牙齿都会掉（我有绑牙，所以不怕）的
那种让人深思，从中的能够领悟到道理的
那种头很大，身体很小的“人”来地球探险的
那种用一支“树枝”就能变东变西，骑着扫把飞来飞去的
那种有宝藏`小矮人`独角兽`小精灵出现，小孩子探险的
那种让人感动，鼻酸，很有可能留下眼泪的
那种我从小就看以“很久很久以前。。。”为开头，“从此以后，王子和公主过着幸福快乐的日子。”为结尾的
这些都是通常都会是我爱的结局，完美的结局。

我不喜欢看
那种为了利益勾心斗角的
那种血肉模糊，充满暴力`变态的
那种真人真事，被虐待的
我看了心会很不舒服`很厌恶`很憎恨。

我哥说这些就是现实，现实就是如此的残酷`无情。
我知道啊！不过我觉的我就活在现实生活中，何尝连放松心情时也要面对现实呢？
为什么不要让自己有一段的时间，是活在开心`幻想`天马行空`虚拟的世界里呢？
Hmm...无论你赞不赞同我的看法，想说，我偶尔也会看看鬼戏，吓吓自己。哈哈~

2009-03-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

请了一位锁匠
把门锁换了
他拥有的那把钥匙
再也打开不了这扇门

p/s:我终于释怀了!\\(^.^)//

2009-03-05T16:10:00.006+08:00

三个女生的K box

管它走音还是唱错歌词

痛快地唱

沙发，茶，甜点

悠闲的下午茶

Women's Talk(装成熟）

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我人生中第一张收到的支票

超满足的！

我永远不会忘记

那段打工的日子

看到多少钱吗？

看不到就好！哈哈

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Valkyrie

很专心的看

看完后，我还问了朋友一些问题

一段时间的消化后

才搞清楚

或许是我太“浅”了吧！

快乐星期三！

2009-03-02T21:47:00.004+08:00

想说,这是我第一次写词,请大家多多指教
想说,歌名我还没想到
想说,维宇帮我写曲好吗?

词:蓝鱼
每个夜里你的晚安陪我入睡
悲伤喜悦都有你陪
梦醒来发现
我和你只剩下回忆
我喜欢你你说
却成了我心中无法抹去的烙印

告诉自己不想你不爱你了
告诉自己没有你我也可以过得很好

但记忆里的我们却是如此的甜蜜

我会把你藏在心里的某一个角落
让我们的曾经慢慢沉淀
我会习惯没有你在身边的日子

想说,谢谢你~

2009-03-01T15:26:00.004+08:00

时间，不会让你忘了痛；
时间，只会让你习惯了痛。

恩~我会慢慢习惯的！

2009-02-26T18:11:00.004+08:00

为什么
为什么要让我觉得决定自己的未来是有罪的
为什么要让我觉得其实我不属于这里
为什么要让我的好心情总是短暂的
为什么要让我随时随地都很想哭
为什么要让我好几夜都睡不好
为
什
么
？

2009-02-24T12:50:00.002+08:00

我知道
这种感觉是害怕
不知道自己究竟在怕什么
我就是怕
很
怕

2009-02-13T12:16:00.003+08:00

在Popular文具部门作了四天，今天休息

除了做工会站到脚酸和颈部不舒服之外
我其实蛮享受做工的
每一天都有不同的体验
认识一些同事
知道工作的辛苦
学到很多新的知识

我最常做的就是
把文具放回原位
把文具排整齐
解答顾客的疑问

把文具放回原位说简单不简单
文具部有五花八门的文具
有时找起来可会眼花

把文具排整齐呢
当你把乱七八糟的文具排整齐
就会很有成就感

解答顾客的疑问
是我最喜欢的工作
每天都有不一样的问题
“姐姐，请问0.5的自动笔和0.7有什么不一样？”
“Miss，do you know where is the tape dispenser?”
“Sis，here got sell this kind of refill or not?”
“小姐，请问尺在哪里？”
“Hey，do you know where got sell present wrapper?”
当我带他们找到他们要的东西后，他们就会和我道谢。
不用客气~~

除此之外还有很多趣事发生
有印裔买印有囍字的礼物纸要我包小孩子的书，过后是他问我这字是什么意思后才换了一个小熊的礼物纸。他们以为那是新年的意思，因为红彤彤。
有眼睛很大很圆的小孩子（还不会说话）“帮”我归类文具。

做工
每天都有不同的事发生
虽然很累
不过我还蛮喜欢的！

2009-02-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

我找到工作了(^.^)V
在Aeon的Popular做Part time（os：应该不会再像上次那样被骗了吧！？）
星期一就开工了
第一次做工而且薪水还蛮高的XD
兴奋ing~
期待ing~
高兴ing~
不知道今晚会不会失眠！？

有重要考试的前一天，我会失眠
有期待的聚会前一天，我会失眠
做错事后，我会失眠
遇到某些无法预料的事情，我会失眠
想前途，会失眠
就连喝Cappucino也会想到失眠
太多太多事情可以让我失眠了
失眠的夜里，我不懂读了多少本小说
无奈ing~

希望我星期一做工时，不会因为睡眠不足而误了事！

2009-02-05T16:56:00.002+08:00

在某年某月某日某时某分某秒的某一天
某个人在某个广场某个方向的某个地方
遇见某种身形某种身高某种模样某种表情的某个人
某种感觉某种温度某种心跳突然袭击某个人

某时某分某秒某种气候某种星空的某个夜里
某种心情某种思绪某种状态
最后发了某场想不起的梦

2009-01-30T10:20:00.007+08:00

牛年有点不一样

大年初一我们一家就和六姨一家人去登嘉楼度假

风很大，浪很大，红旗在沙滩上飞舞，没得下海玩水

原本想借阳光让我长期有衣服眷顾的肌肤染上一些颜色

但太阳实在是太温和了

一大早起身，到海边去看日出

等了很久，太阳公公都不肯出来

爸爸说：“太阳公公还在刷牙，在等看看。”

一直到七点多，天空渐渐亮了

很可惜，海与天空之间有一层厚厚的云

看不到日出

爸爸在远远的沙滩上大喊有海龟

心想，现在是海龟上岸的季节么？

跑过去，原来是爸爸在沙滩上堆了一只海龟

真是个老顽童=.=

每天都在暴饮暴食
最特别的是酿蟹

酿蟹是甘马挽(Kemaman)最出名的美食

虽然我不能吃螃蟹，我还是忍不住尝了一口

Hmmmmm...
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年初四去了朋友家拜年

那天很幸运，一直拿到Black jack和两个A

赢了些钱

晚上去吃阿嫲煮的晚餐

吃饱后又和堂弟妹们玩

输了一点钱

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今天在餐厅吃“团圆饭”

有分大人一桌，小孩一桌

我竟然归类为小孩和一班DoReMi同桌

食物嘛，绝对不会再去吃第二次

吃饱后去外婆家

说了一大堆祝贺语和拿了一小堆的红包

大人玩麻将，小孩玩牌

我不会麻将，玩牌的圈里，我最大，所以做桩家

输了ＲＭ４＋＋（当作给他们的红包）

吃吃喝喝，吵吵闹闹，一天又过了。

2009-01-15T18:19:00.005+08:00

早上吃了早餐后，突然“兽”性大发，给我的房间来个大扫除。
平时的我，最多只是拿扫把扫扫地，拖把拖拖一拖或者抹布随便抹抹。
今天就不同了，我连一些平时没有扫（因为看不到）的地方都扫得一干二净。就连厕所到刷的干干净净。讲真格的，衣橱可容纳多东西有一个坏处，就是“垃圾”会越来越多。我有很多没有穿的衣服都还放在衣橱，不是变胖，是长大了。收拾一下，不要的就“丢”给我妹。不是我这做姐的很坏，我妹拿到我的衣服可是很高兴的。
然后我把放在衣橱（货舱！？）最高处的箱子全部搬搬下来。发现，我的天啊！原来这个东西在这里！我几时买了这个东西！？原来我已经有这个东西了，本来还想去买！哦，这东西，好久不见！这都是我巨蟹座的性格害的，太念旧，太爱收藏了。从小到大亲朋好友送我的东西我都会收起来，而且自己看到喜欢的东西就会买下，前提是价格不高。我很喜欢买杂志像学海，少年，Seventeen，Mina，I feel的杂志，看完后我又不舍得丢，所以都一箱箱的收起来。收了很多年，结果觉悟，我不可能再去读回了旧的了，应该拿去再循环，卖给（广东）收旧报纸，（华语）收旧报纸，old newspaper，paper lama(做么不是surat khabar lama!?)，至少还可以拿到一些钱。XD。顺便一提，我的书架上还有很多SPM的参考书和作业（没有用过的）。我没有亲戚可以给，拿去给old newspaper我觉得太浪费，我真的不懂要怎样处理。=.=
就这样抹这里抹那里，把我的收藏全部看过一遍（拿了很多收藏出来用）然后再洗一洗我的厕所，终于完成我房间的大扫除。我仿佛看到我的玻璃像电视广告那样夸张的在blink blink。
太好了，新年要到了！可以穿新衣，拿红包，吃大餐！期待ing~~~~

2009-01-14T16:24:00.003+08:00

我家在Bukit Tinggi 2,附近有Tesco，Giant和Aeon。
我很常去Aeon。一个星期里面，我会去两三次。
有时去买点东西（需要什么就去买）
有时去吃午餐（那里有很多选择）
有时去看电影（星期三只需要RM6）
有时去唱K（啦啦啦~）
有时和朋友喝茶（见个面聊天）
有时去银行（帮妈妈进cheque）
有时纯粹就是想去走走（吹冷气XD)
每次去我都会去找在Jusco做工的秋盈。她见到我总是一年错愕地说：“Eh，你又来Jusco啊！哦，因为你家很靠近。”
很多人说Jusco没有什么东西买，可是每一次去我都回买一些东西，尤其是面包和杂志。=P
第二个常去的地方就是Tesco,一个星期至少会去一次。通常是和妈咪去的，去买菜和买日常用品。妈咪说过Tesco的菜有时比Pasar的菜还便宜哦~新年要到了，就变得更常去，去办年货。伟祥在那里工作，他一个人顾一个摊子好像很无聊那样，所以我通常也会去找他聊天。
至于Giant嘛，我们很少去，因为妈咪说那里很乱。上次去时看到明伟和一个我忘记叫什么名字的学妹。然后明伟误会我哥是我男友。不只是他误会过，我很多朋友都曾经以为我哥是我男友。=.=
讲真格的，不是我很喜欢去Aeon和Tesco，只不过我妈咪说我有没有去做工赚钱，所以她不让我和朋友一起去Sunway Pyramid或KL的Shopping Centre。
所以，过年后，我就去找工作，然后我要去SP溜冰，因为我讲了一年多说我要去溜冰可是到现在都没还溜过><然后去Shopping Centre享受美食还有购物（虽然新年过了，管它的）。

2009-01-12T22:23:00.006+08:00

有时，心里有一些感觉，自己却说不上到底是什么。

有时，心里有想说的话，自己却不善于表达。
这时，一首歌，词曲是你的心情写照，你的言语。
这时，你就会爱上这首歌。
即使听再多次也不会讨厌。
所以说No music no life~~~~~

五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
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为什么？都是一个人啦~是谁！？自己心知肚明。

2009-01-10T11:45:00.004+08:00

原来，我去面试的那间公司，是骗人的。

话说，当我告诉爸我找到工后，爸就丢了一大堆问题给我。问到我开始有一点怀疑这公司的真实性，所以我就上网google search。

网上根本没有这公司的资料，我在想，那个“老板”说过他的公司有八间分行，哪里有可能会没有在网上放上他们的资料，而且是个广告公司。我只找到这公司在jobstreet张贴的聘请启示。

我开始发现事有蹊跷，我拨电话给慧，告诉她我的疑问，叫她也去搜索。

然后，我就从那老板口中说的他们现在接到的一个project是Dr.Mahathir的女儿办的一个帮Spatic Children募款的慈善活动进行搜索。我发现Dr.Mahathir的女儿根本就没有做这个慈善活动。

慧在msn告诉我这是个骗局因为他找到一个论坛，上面有某人这样写着

 kakashi44
Aug 17 2008, 05:53 PM
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I wan to report another scam.Company name: Visfinity advertising sdn. bhd.location: klangVisfinity advertising is the sister company of rhino maxx. they advertise looking for advertising management trainee but the job is no different from a saleman job. same like rhino maxx curently now they are doing the donation of spatic children and PLS DO NOT DONATE TO THEM bcoz my friend work there told me that only 50% of the donation go to the centre and the 50% go to the company. my friend said after hearing that my friend wanted to resign oledi. my friend oso said someone called the centre before and the centre helped tis company by claiming that tis company worker are sukarelawan from the centre. so i think the centre also cheating public money

jycolar
Sep 11 2008, 04:10 PM
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QUOTE(elsea @ Sep 9 2008, 06:35 PM)
luckily i search through google and found this site,i almost go for the interview at this company. my interviw appointemnt at this coming thursday. thanks for sharing!!!!
i'm nt that lucky.....cs i hv go for the interview this morning, wasted my time....I told U, the interviewer is "fantastic" in introducing what are the company is doing and hw thy do it, and summore who are the clients thy handle before.....Crazzyyy i told u....HE say thy hv done advertising and publicity for TGV, and launching porduct for Adidas L'oreal, Ralph lauren, Louis vuitton and whole lots more branded product.....almost kena by him, hw come such large company will find a small co. lik tt in klang to do publicity for thm !!! futhermore, i ask him about the company website, cs i cant really find info. for the co., he really come up 1 X website for me, and i come home to check online, guess what....nthg to be found !! and also no name card no nthg in the company !!damn i found tt its a scam !!!! no doubt this is a scam bcs he told me the same thing that thy are handling for new project rite nw, and its something related to donation of spatic children.....and tt interviewer also told me tt the charity belong to DR.Mahathir's daugther !! wtf @!and somemore he ask me to go for something lik an orientation, from 9am til 6pm tmr, to go and look around the work they are doing and also hw they promote the "brand" !!! damn, luckily i saw this right now !! if nt i'm going to be wasting my time for tis foolish scam !!and i'm worry for those that are going for the interview this morning.........GOD BLESS You all and hope that thy can found out early !!ppl pls do be aware for the company: VISIFINITY ADVERTISING SND. BHD.

我的天啊！他被面试时老板告诉他的东西竟然和我的一模一样，而且这可是去年的帖子！他们用的伎俩根本就没有换=.=

理所当然的当我告诉我爸这件事时也被训了一顿，不过幸好有他，我和慧才不至于被骗。

算了，第一次找工作竟然遇到这种事。唉~新年后才再想做工的事吧！

2009-01-09T15:20:00.003+08:00

哈哈~我找到工作了。到现在都还有点觉得不可思议。我不是无业游民了！

我和慧一起去一间advertising company面试。

在填表格的时候，突然发现，我已忘了爸妈几岁了，我记得N年前，我爸是45岁，而我妈小我爸三岁。可是现在的爸几岁，我完全不晓得。忏悔ing~

然后就是要填上工作经验，而我，一个都没有。=.=

填完表格后，陆陆续续看到很多人来面试，大家看起来头和我们差不多年龄。心想我们中的巴仙率一定很低。心里忐忑不安，第一次面试叻！

进到老板的办公室里，感觉就很想在和老板聊天那样，那个老板也很随和。
我很老板的一段对话是令我印象深刻的
老板：“you didn't have working experience before?"
我：“yea~because im juz finished spm”（强词夺理）
老师：“before spm also never work before?”
我：“ermm...i worked before in my school koperasi，selling things.”（硬挤一个出来）
老板：“sell to who?"
我：“students in my school.”
老板：“did u get paid?”
我：“yea.”
老板这才没有再追问下去，幸好有koperasi这份工。如果当时我没有讲出这个“工作经验”，我会不会就没有工作呢？who knows?
聊着聊着，他就说下个星期一你们(噢对，我跟诗慧同时面试）九点来orientation，要记得穿牛仔裤bla bla bla...
就这样我就有工作了。(^.^)v

2009-01-08T16:15:00.003+08:00

Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

I love this song!!!
If to answer all the questions in the lyrics,my answer will sure be YES YES and YES!!!