我家在Bukit Tinggi 2,附近有Tesco，Giant和Aeon。
我很常去Aeon。一个星期里面，我会去两三次。
有时去买点东西（需要什么就去买）
有时去吃午餐（那里有很多选择）
有时去看电影（星期三只需要RM6）
有时去唱K（啦啦啦~）
有时和朋友喝茶（见个面聊天）
有时去银行（帮妈妈进cheque）
有时纯粹就是想去走走（吹冷气XD)
每次去我都会去找在Jusco做工的秋盈。她见到我总是一年错愕地说：“Eh，你又来Jusco啊！哦，因为你家很靠近。”
很多人说Jusco没有什么东西买，可是每一次去我都回买一些东西，尤其是面包和杂志。=P
第二个常去的地方就是Tesco,一个星期至少会去一次。通常是和妈咪去的，去买菜和买日常用品。妈咪说过Tesco的菜有时比Pasar的菜还便宜哦~新年要到了，就变得更常去，去办年货。伟祥在那里工作，他一个人顾一个摊子好像很无聊那样，所以我通常也会去找他聊天。
至于Giant嘛，我们很少去，因为妈咪说那里很乱。上次去时看到明伟和一个我忘记叫什么名字的学妹。然后明伟误会我哥是我男友。不只是他误会过，我很多朋友都曾经以为我哥是我男友。=.=
讲真格的，不是我很喜欢去Aeon和Tesco，只不过我妈咪说我有没有去做工赚钱，所以她不让我和朋友一起去Sunway Pyramid或KL的Shopping Centre。
所以，过年后，我就去找工作，然后我要去SP溜冰，因为我讲了一年多说我要去溜冰可是到现在都没还溜过><然后去Shopping Centre享受美食还有购物（虽然新年过了，管它的）。

有时，心里有一些感觉，自己却说不上到底是什么。

有时，心里有想说的话，自己却不善于表达。
这时，一首歌，词曲是你的心情写照， 你的言语。
这时，你就会爱上这首歌。
即使听再多次也不会讨厌。
所以说No music no life~~~~~


五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信 那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你却又突然听到你的消息

为什么？都是一个人啦~是谁！？自己心知肚明。

原来，我去面试的那间公司，是骗人的。


话说，当我告诉爸我找到工后，爸就丢了一大堆问题给我。问到我开始有一点怀疑这公司的真实性，所以我就上网google search。


网上根本没有这公司的资料，我在想，那个“老板”说过他的公司有八间分行，哪里有可能会没有在网上放上他们的资料，而且是个广告公司。我只找到这公司在jobstreet张贴的聘请启示。

我开始发现事有蹊跷，我拨电话给慧，告诉她我的疑问，叫她也去搜索。


然后，我就从那老板口中说的他们现在接到的一个project是Dr.Mahathir的女儿办的一个帮Spatic Children募款的慈善活动进行搜索。我发现Dr.Mahathir的女儿根本就没有做这个慈善活动。

慧在msn告诉我这是个骗局因为他找到一个论坛，上面有某人这样写着


kakashi44
Aug 17 2008, 05:53 PM
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I wan to report another scam.Company name: Visfinity advertising sdn. bhd.location: klangVisfinity advertising is the sister company of rhino maxx. they advertise looking for advertising management trainee but the job is no different from a saleman job. same like rhino maxx curently now they are doing the donation of spatic children and PLS DO NOT DONATE TO THEM bcoz my friend work there told me that only 50% of the donation go to the centre and the 50% go to the company. my friend said after hearing that my friend wanted to resign oledi. my friend oso said someone called the centre before and the centre helped tis company by claiming that tis company worker are sukarelawan from the centre. so i think the centre also cheating public money



jycolar
Sep 11 2008, 04:10 PM
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QUOTE(elsea @ Sep 9 2008, 06:35 PM)
luckily i search through google and found this site,i almost go for the interview at this company. my interviw appointemnt at this coming thursday. thanks for sharing!!!!
i'm nt that lucky.....cs i hv go for the interview this morning, wasted my time....I told U, the interviewer is "fantastic" in introducing what are the company is doing and hw thy do it, and summore who are the clients thy handle before.....Crazzyyy i told u....HE say thy hv done advertising and publicity for TGV, and launching porduct for Adidas L'oreal, Ralph lauren, Louis vuitton and whole lots more branded product.....almost kena by him, hw come such large company will find a small co. lik tt in klang to do publicity for thm !!! futhermore, i ask him about the company website, cs i cant really find info. for the co., he really come up 1 X website for me, and i come home to check online, guess what....nthg to be found !! and also no name card no nthg in the company !!damn i found tt its a scam !!!! no doubt this is a scam bcs he told me the same thing that thy are handling for new project rite nw, and its something related to donation of spatic children.....and tt interviewer also told me tt the charity belong to DR.Mahathir's daugther !! wtf @!and somemore he ask me to go for something lik an orientation, from 9am til 6pm tmr, to go and look around the work they are doing and also hw they promote the "brand" !!! damn, luckily i saw this right now !! if nt i'm going to be wasting my time for tis foolish scam !!and i'm worry for those that are going for the interview this morning.........GOD BLESS You all and hope that thy can found out early !!ppl pls do be aware for the company: VISIFINITY ADVERTISING SND. BHD.



我的天啊！他被面试时老板告诉他的东西竟然和我的一模一样，而且这可是去年的帖子！他们用的伎俩根本就没有换=.=

理所当然的当我告诉我爸这件事时也被训了一顿，不过幸好有他，我和慧才不至于被骗。

算了，第一次找工作竟然遇到这种事。唉~新年后才再想做工的事吧！

哈哈~我找到工作了。到现在都还有点觉得不可思议。我不是无业游民了！

我和慧一起去一间advertising company面试。

在填表格的时候，突然发现，我已忘了爸妈几岁了，我记得N年前，我爸是45岁，而我妈小我爸三岁。可是现在的爸几岁，我完全不晓得。忏悔ing~

然后就是要填上工作经验，而我，一个都没有。=.=

填完表格后，陆陆续续看到很多人来面试，大家看起来头和我们差不多年龄。心想我们中的巴仙率一定很低。心里忐忑不安，第一次面试叻！

进到老板的办公室里，感觉就很想在和老板聊天那样，那个老板也很随和。
我很老板的一段对话是令我印象深刻的
老板：“you didn't have working experience before?"
我：“yea~because im juz finished spm”（强词夺理）
老师：“before spm also never work before?”
我：“ermm...i worked before in my school koperasi，selling things.”（硬挤一个出来）
老板：“sell to who?"
我：“students in my school.”
老板：“did u get paid?”
我：“yea.”
老板这才没有再追问下去，幸好有koperasi这份工。如果当时我没有讲出这个“工作经验”，我会不会就没有工作呢？who knows?
聊着聊着，他就说下个星期一你们(噢对，我跟诗慧同时面试）九点来orientation，要记得穿牛仔裤bla bla bla...
就这样我就有工作了。(^.^)v

Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



I love this song!!!
If to answer all the questions in the lyrics,my answer will sure be YES YES and YES!!!

我迷路了
原本以为我已下定注意 不再更改
但 我还是被动摇了
太多的想法在脑袋里盘旋
我对我的前途又再度感到茫然
这不是第一次被动摇
可是我真的以为我确定了 真的
不过 我现在又开始犹豫了
我想太多 太多太多了
我该怎么办？
我讨厌选择
讨厌学校考试的选择题
讨厌必须选向左走还是向右走
尤其是那么重大的选择
要是我的选择出了差错
我只能怪我自己 只有自己

曾经
我在学业与爱情做了个选择
如今 在我人生中已留下遗憾
虽然与这次涉及到的选择截然不同
但 我还是得做出选择
因为我的人生 就只有我自己可以做决定

有点怀念以前开学的第一天，有点怀念我的同学，有点怀念课室里的桌椅，有点怀念老师们无聊透的课，有点怀念在Koperasi的日子。。。这些在现在都只能怀念而已。。。昨晚就因为这样而失眠了。
现在过着很写意的日子。帮妈咪做点家务，读读小说，看电视和上网。大多数的人都觉得这样的生活很无聊，但我可是乐在其中。我这个人就是这样，只要有很多很多的小说读而且不会跟外界失去联络，我就满足了。
不久前，我终于理清了自己的想法，我要去读烘焙。讲出来我都有点不好意思。口口声说我喜欢烘焙，可是我只会烘牛油蛋糕。家里的微波炉虽然也可以烘焙，可是妈咪说要买一个烤箱给我因为微波炉不适合，可是到现在都还没买，我到现在也只会牛油蛋糕。爸也说过我考完SPM会买一架新的手机给我，都过了差不多一个月，我还是用着久的手机。大人们讲话有时就是这样。
我要读的学院MIB，在四月才开课，也就是说，我有几个月的时间是得空的。原本以为一月就去读的话我就不用打工，看来，我注定得去找工来做了。打工了就有钱和朋友去旅行和买自己喜欢但用点昂贵的东西，多好！只不过我现在连八字都还没有一撇。=.=

2008年第二次的同学会，第一次是在十二月，而第二次就在一月二号，在淼发家。这两次的同学会出席的人数差不多可是出席的人就有点不太一样。没办法，很难有一天是全部6T班都能出席的。很可惜，上一次忘了带相机去拍照，不过这次我们有照片当回忆。(^.^)v

美女们（左起）：甄琪，小菁，莹莹，雪琳，我，婉璇
原本的火锅，最后变成。。 Ultraman！？猫头鹰！？外星人！？你！？

后面（左起）：伟杰，至远，伟豪，淼发，永杰，诚杰，明胜，汉威，福满
中间：我，小菁，雪琳，莹莹，婉璇（我最要好的朋友们）
前面：语杰，伟富，甄琪

（蓝色和红色是今年流行的颜色？！）

厨师在煎鱼丸和热狗。p/s：那个鱼丸很好吃！

双胞胎鸡蛋

最后解决吃不完的食物的方法就是，福满用他的手机放在桌子上转，手机指向谁，谁就该吃点桌上的食物，
福满一定是平时没有好好对待他的手机，因为最后的双胞胎鸡蛋竟是他的。自作自受？！
卫生组？是我们收拾桌上的杯盘狼藉(^.^)v其他的人吃饱屁股扫扫就走人。哼~


过后，我去了莹莹家住，晚上一直下雨，莹莹却还开冷气。到了半夜，盖着我的被单只剩一点点，然后的然后我就感冒了。真是没有用的身子。


我觉得这次的同学会办的蛮成功的，你们有没有将觉得？我玩得很开心，也见到好久不见的朋友。我发觉到我们友情是很奇妙的，就算很久没联络，可是一见面又会回到小学时在一起的感觉，一点也不会感到陌生。

噢对！淼发提议下次办一个同学会是不只6T班的人（因为有很多别班的人向出席我们的同学会），而是在2003年毕业的兴华小学同学都可以出席。这么大的责任，就由淼发你来办吧！哈~

p/s：谢谢淼发的家，不是淼发你咯！哈哈

再过几个小时就是2009年了。
今年经历了很多大大小小的考试，有学校的`钢琴的`驾车的等等。除了SPM考试还不知道有没有过关外，其他的考试我都顺利地过关了。
今年发生的一些事情已成为我人生中的遗憾。至少，那事情会因遗憾而永远停留在最美的那一刻。
今年发生的很多很多的事情我都没有放在回忆的房间，就让他们存在在我的记忆里，或许有一天，不快乐的将会慢慢退色。

经验教会了我很多，也让我失去了很多，所以
经验是最残忍的老师。

希望我在新的一年里，能从经验老师那里学到更多，并却及时捉住将失去的。
新年快乐！

p/s:没有和朋友出去倒数，只想在家自己静静的，回顾过去，计划明天过后，独自在秒针再走五步就到十二之前倒数，然后许下新年愿望。

如果
经过时间的洗礼
能把过去慢慢忘记
那我需有耗尽多少岁月
我才能把你忘记？

如果
我把过去的一切
放在回忆那间房间
最隐秘的那间
我就不会再触碰到了吗？

如果
我不去想办法忘记
那未来的一天
我真的能够忘记吗？

如果
世界上有一种水
喝了能让人忘记 想忘记的记忆
我想
销售量一定会很好

如果
我选择不忘记呢？

哎哟，你的脸做么生到那么多青春痘？
见到我的人第一句一定是说这句话。
我也不想啊！我已敷了很多面膜，涂了几种药，但都没有用叻。(><)

有人说，是我不爱干净（拜托，我很爱干净！一天洗三次脸，不够吗？）
有人说，是我考试压力太大，荷尔蒙失调（考试已经过了那么多天，压力都没有了，可痘痘还是不断在我脸蛋跑出来啊！）
有人说，是我喜欢吃煎炸的食物（我刚把两颗智慧牙拔掉，差不多一个星期每有吃固体的食物，每天喝粥，冰淇淋和牛奶而已，哪来的热气？）
有人说，一定是你常熬夜（我每天十二点前睡，很迟么？）
有人说，有人说，有人说，。。。。
我的脸上痘痘还是在。

痘痘们，求求你们离开我的脸好吗？

我终于可以在家里上网了！(^.^)v
将进一年家里的上网，三番两次去到Starbucks上网，都不知我花了多上钱在咖啡和巧克力上。(=.=)
本来想装修一下我的“家”，但我很想写东西所以，装修的事，慢慢来吧。

今天第二次去学车，一学就学了五个小时，回到家皮肤就像烤焦了的面包，防晒涂在后也没用。
虽然不是很难学可是我超讨厌转方向盘的，我得用尽我力气去转它，为什么那么难转的？？！
那个教我的“老师”（上次叫他uncle被他骂，叫他老师又很怪），一直碎碎念，还一直乱骂我。明明是他没有讲清楚怎样做，人家做错就乱骂，不知者不罪嘛。(><)
在马路上驾车真的很爽，只是换gear很麻烦而以。幸好现在有auto的车。XD
我今天从学车那里驾车回到家哦！哈哈


放假了，每天在家胡思乱想，我发觉别人常常会误解我话的意思，或许沟通这门课，是我现在必修的吧！
我要对你说，对不起。就算你不会原谅我也没关系，毕竟是我的错。

明天就开学了
这意味着什么？？
Hmm…
这意味着
我的假期完了
我又要开始每天去补习的日子
我应该开始认真读书了
我没有时间出去wet了

收拾一下心情
明天上学去(^.^)v

五天四夜的二十二届培训营里
有欢笑，有眼泪
二十一届的学记们之间的感情
从不认识到认识
从生疏到无所不谈
都是很难得的情谊

还是很老套的
若我有什么不对
在此我对大家说声对不起

~工委~
给营长的话：
讲真的，我大多数都是在跟你开玩笑的咯！你这个营长当得很不错。
给副营长的话：
你也是个不错的副营长！什么事都和我们交代得很清楚。
给秘书们的话：
你们做了很多幕后的工作，尤其是你们把学记的通讯录整理好给我们，这使我们要联络其他人方便多了。
给财政的话：
谢谢你帮我们把钱保管好！
给节目组的话：
你们的节目都做得很不错！虽然你们的节目被拒绝了很多次，但你们还是绞尽脑汁想好节目，我真得很佩服你们！
给道具组的话：
很高兴可以和你们一起工作！
给膳食组的话：
谢谢你们帮我留绿豆汤！哈哈
给舍间组的话：
谢谢你们把我们叫醒！你们在我们睡觉的时候守夜，但是早上又没有看到你们睡觉，你们很厉害叻！
给词曲创作组的话：
<改变>很好听！！！
给舞台组的话：
舞台是报馆的形状，很特别！
给出版组的话：
工委卡，营衣和小册子都很美！辛苦你们了，我一定会好好珍惜的。
给接待组的话：
虽然不知道为什么会用狮子，但那个狮子很可爱咯！
给辅导组的话：
你们一直和二十二届的学弟学妹们在一起跑来跑去的，辛苦你们了。
给报导和摄影组的话：
希望你们已经和好如初！有我的相片吗？？
给音响组的话：
音响很像一直都不是很“听话”，对吧?谢谢你们在对的时刻播出对的歌。
给护理组的话
看到你们用心地照顾生病的工委和学弟妹们，我觉得你们好想白衣天使咯。嘻嘻


营过后，我对许多二十一届的学记不再感到陌生。我终于明白为什么学姐们说报馆就是我们的家，因为学记就是一个大家庭啊！
培训营的五天四夜里，工委们每天都只睡一两个小时而已。我从来没有一天只睡一两个小时，也从来没有那么好的利用一天的时间。虽然很累，但一看到学弟学妹们很有精神的喊口号和唱营歌，整身的疲劳就被我抛到九霄云外了。
第一天的检讨会中，我哭了。因为学哥学姐们觉得我们不用心，因骂而骂，也不够投入，也因为几位工委为了学记队所作出的牺牲而感动，也因为看到学哥学姐失望的表情（尤其是看到政益学哥的眼泛泪光）而感到惭愧。
在培训营之前，我有一点兴奋因为可以骂人，，但是到了培训营时
，骂人不但骂得没有point,而却还走音，笑场。我还记有一次我要骂有一组的学弟学妹围圆圈不会围好来，但我却大声地说：“那圆圈不会圈好来一点啊！”当时的我当着没有事发生过，继续扮酷。哈哈
在“谈判专家”时，采仪为了要投入角色，演得逼真点，竟然有真的刀片放在自己的手腕上。当谈判专家结束后，我看到采仪手腕上贴着胶布，才知道她在演戏时，不小心割到了自己的手腕。当时我真的很想骂她：“刚才叫你不要用刀片你为什么不听，现在手割到了咯。”
戴伟祥在“找自己”和我是同一站的站长，在开会时，我眼睛忽然不舒服，我告知伟祥后就去厕所。我在厕所洗眼睛，顺便洗脸，这是我才发现我忘了带纸巾。心里在想，“我要将狼狈的样子走出厕所啊？？一只眼睛又刺刺的，很难看东西。”这时，伟祥就在门外敲门，问我眼睛有没有好一点。我很感动咯，因为有人可以帮我那纸巾。不是啦，是因为我和伟祥在培训营才认识的，他却那么的关心我，我真的很高兴。
第三天的分享会之前，大家静静地听着“分享”这首歌。这时我才发现，原来“分享”这首歌的歌词是是多么的有意思的。
讲真的，我不是很想哭的，我哭后眼睛会很肿，而且睡一觉后，眼睛会更肿，肿到我的双眼皮都会变单眼皮咯。(=.=)’’’
分享会到一半，明漳忽然昏倒，我不知如何帮他，只能在一旁希望他可以没有事。后来得知他没事了，心中的大石才放下。
最后一天，我再度哭了，就连进贺和学哥学姐们也在哭。虽然知道哭过后的我，会很肿，但是泪水就像坏了的水龙头一样，一直流，关不起来。
这一次的离别，不知几时才能在那么人齐的聚在一起，希望还有机会见到大家。。。

坚持到底，他一定很爱你！！！

已近五天了
我每餐只喝粥，营养餐（不知道是什么，妈咪给我喝的，绿绿的）
偶尔吞一些食物(=.=)'''
都是绑牙害的咯
平时去换牙套，最多只是三四天不能咀嚼食物
但是
以现在的情况来看
应该要等到下一次换牙套后才可以正常的吃东西了=(
很痛苦勒！
一大堆美食摆在眼前却只可以看，不可以吃
幸好我还有巧克力

在过差不多两年，我的牙齿就整整齐齐了
付出的代价也是值得的（安慰自己ing）


明天就要入营准备一下二十二届学记培训营了
这几个月的筹备，大家都辛苦了
是时候发挥我们的功力了
学记们，加油哦！

坚持到底，他一定很爱你！！

今天妈咪不在家
所以
我和哥哥需自己解决晚餐


我煮妈咪教过我的伊面汤
但我准备好材料要开始煮使
哥就来掺一手
我们一直在吵要放蛋先还是放面先
放这个先，还是那个先
手忙脚乱的
(=.=''')
都是他啦

我们的伊面汤
面煮太久了
味道也不够
但勉强还咽的下


想起母校的伊面汤
虽然说只有面和汤
其他什么料都没有
但是很很很 很好吃

我以前每个星期都会吃两三次
一碗才六十仙
不知道现在还有没有卖


好想念那个味道~

24.11.2007

和一些小学同学和老师去新开的Jusco

约好十一点
但我，莹莹，小菁却迟到了（小小声讲：都是那个莹啦）

到了KFC
桌上已是杯盘狼籍
就在那儿聊了一会儿

由于有福满和汉威在Jusco打工
所以我们打算去吵他们
刚走出KFC就遇到福满
原来他一点多才开工
所以我们大伙儿去找汉威（敦贤也和他一起工作哦）

过后
我们三个小姐也饿了
看了很久都还没有决定吃什么
我肚子都饿扁了
所以我决定去Black Canyon(不需要排队等座位)
我们三人都叫了Teriyaki Chicken Steak(菜单没有什么好吃的)
这盘食物
一点卖相都没有

而且又不好吃(mai hiam be pai,ai hiam ***)
我是为了不要浪费食物才硬硬把整盘挤进我的肚子
有点后悔
因为这盘食物使连我晚餐都省了

肚子饱了
是时候逛街了
淼发对我们女子说：“你们去什么店都可以，就是不可以去眼镜店。”（=.=’’’）
可怜的国显很少出声
不知是因为刚绑牙的关系还是生病了

逛街时
我遇到了很多熟人
也看到很多中四的学生在那儿打工

我们遇到一位小学同学
我们去和他打招呼
他却不认识我们（一个都不认识咯）
什么跟什么嘛

看到那些琳琅满目的店
我好想带妈咪来血拼哦


2003年的6T同学们
我们将一起去旅行哦！
时间：22.12.2007——23.12.2007
地方：波德申海边
旅费不超过RM150
要去的告诉我
还有
请帮我联络其他人哦

Very emotional nowadays

I feel like
nobody cares about me
nobody cares that Im starving
nobody cares what I feel when they teasing me
they only care about themselves

It hurts in my guts and my heart
I wanna cry
but I can't
coz tears don't wanna come out...

Anything can cheer me up???

学钢琴学了6年
我都没有很勤劳练习
但是最近
妈咪有不想让我继续学的想法
这时
我才觉悟
原来我
是多么的喜欢弹钢琴
我不想停止

现在的我
得空就会练钢琴
心情好也会练

今天
老师又称赞我了
不止一次哦（小小声讲：其实，我有几天没有练习了，可是我还是弹得很好。嘻嘻）
心里有一股强烈的满足感^^

原来
被称赞的感觉
如此的棒

我的心好难受
就像有很重的东西压着我的心
我不知道如何是好
我只知道
我现在很不舒服

我太不善于沟通
我说的话
别人往往都会误解我的意思
我真的不是有心的

我不会解释
解释只会让我把事情弄得更糟糕
这不是我想要的

我不知道
也没有人会知道
我的心究竟是在想什么
头脑给我的讯息是这样
但我不知道为什么是这样

放心
问题不是你造成的
是我自己制造的

I know today will have Perhimpunan Bersih at KL today because Mei Yen told me.But then I still went to KL with my friends becoz I got to meet my senior and return his fail to him so I go to Megamall.I thought I can return the fail to him before I went to megamall but he was busy so I got to hold the fail when I shopping at megamall so that I can return him when going back(swt...)
In MPH,Sze Hui said now only she know that there is so many books to read in book shop.Chai Fen and I was like "What!!??Now only you know about it ar??swtz...".
I went camera shop to ask about to rescue my deleted photos(until now he also haven't help me),the shop assistant said only 70% of photos can be rescued and need 60 ringgit(wth!!!??).Then I went to ask another shop and asked,he said to rescue the photo cost 20 to 30 ringgit(so big different???!!!=.=).I think I should ask my bro go to damansara and ask how much it cost to rescue deleted photos.If it cost 30 somethings,I still can afford to rescue those photo because it is a memory for me.
We went to eat Burger King.I ordered mushroom bla bla burger(din stated is chicken or beef).....and Sze Hui ordered the same food with me.After she have a bite,she was wondering that is a chicken burger because the meat colour doesn't looks like chicken and it taste different.After we confirm that it is a beef burger,Sze Hui didn't eat the burger again because her religious is not allow to eat beef.I seldom eat beef because of its colour but I still finished the burger because it taste quite good la.haha
Suppose I planned to buy a new purse for myself but I have been to many shops and still can't find my "glass of orange juice"(Maybe is because I'm to fussy gua...hehe).
Something very FUNNY happened to Sze Hui when we were shopping but I won't write it out because it is kinda sia sui for Sze Hui(Sze Hui...S,M,L....lolz).
We met Mr.Leow and his family at there also,Hui Yi for sure.He called us.Actually we planned to pura pura tak nampak mereka punya.(haha...)
About 5.30pm,we reached KL central.We waited there until 6pm still don't have one train stop by ar platform 5(which can go back to Klang).People at platform 5 is getting more and more until it is crowded.We saw many people in yellow t-shirts(they are people who did the Perhimpunan Bersih) and some of them had changed then clothes and holding their yellow clothes.Actually we got a bit scare so we were craping all the way while we were waiting the train so that we will not thinking about it.Then I met my senior and return the fail to him.We missed two train because there is too many people.While we were waiting for train,my senior which went to another train sent me a message which terrified us...你们要小心点，我发现我这里的好想不正常。Anyway thanks for my senior concern.
After we waited for 1 hour,we get in to the train.Unfortunately,the train have no air condition(swtz).Something irritated me was there were 3 Malay boys kept disturbing me even though I didn't have any respon to them.
When we reach Shah Alam,we thought that soon we will reach home and finally we got place to sit but we were wrong.We were asked to change to another train and again the train was so crowded.
Finally at around 7.30pm,we reached teluk pulai ktm stesen.
What a day.We shouldn't come out today....


A message to u:"I'm so sorry that I forgot to do what I had promised to you...Next time if u dun wanna scold me,u can TELL me that I forgot d...But I think won't have next time...I swear..."

Hurray!!!
For me my holiday is started d

Yeah!!
Got to plan for my holiday d
Ermmm....
1. got to start keep all my "rubbish" into boxes coz Im goin to move
2.do revision for every subject (next year SPM d*kia kia)
3.go 'wet' wid my frenz...go ice skatin,watch a scary movie(if not next year dunno got time for me to wet anot)
4.borrow 3 books of Chinese Literature from Pn.Chiah and then study about it coz I will take this subject for SPM(not I have no money to buy but now the book shop have no stock)
5.Practice piano everyday for at least 1 hour(hope I can finish Grade 4 n 5 in one n a half year)
6.Read Konserto Terakhir n Bukit Kepong(swtz...form 4 finish d also haven't touch be4)
7.Do everything I listed above

Oh ya...still need to do add math project n pass up on next wednesday.Go do some research 1st.

NO VALID PICTURE TO PLAY

WTH!!!!???My heart feels very very pain when I saw my camera display this sentence.All the pictures I took at the party at mosquito's house is GONE.Gee...all my sis fault.She viewed the photos and then accidentally deleted all MY PIC!!!!Some more she denied it!!!!She was the last person who took that camera,if not her,who else???*fainted
That's why I didn't post the pictures and I didn't write anything about the party because I feel sorry towards my friends(guys~paiseh ar).But then my bro told me that a shop nearby his school can get back those deleted photo(I was wondering is that true??).Anyway,when I ask him to help me(coz nearby his school oni ma),he keep saying that he is busy or the shop is too far(arrgghhhh....).
Things I can do now is hope that what my bro say is true and he can help me as soon as possible.

我有一个好朋友
自从高一开始
她从理科第一班换去文科最后一班后
她就已经不是我以前认识的她了
在学校
我很少见到她
就算下课时遇到她
我们都鲜少聊天
就只有我问一句
她回答一句
就像警察在盘问囚犯
我不知道她去学校的目的是什么
她
不知道几时有考试
不知道学校几时放假
就算知道几时有考试
她也不知道靠什么科目

这种感觉很怪

以前的她
很可爱
亲切
聪明
懂得打扮
很有礼貌
有点糊涂
我还很常和她辩论一些无聊的事

现在的她
我不熟悉
想要进一步了解她
但她给我的感觉是
她已把她自己封锁起来
不让别人了解她
约她出来
她说她很忙
要帮妈妈做家务
就连学校（唯一能见到她的地方）
她也没有去了
连学校的老师都在找她

我比较喜欢从前的你
从前的你去了哪里？？？

一个无聊的下午

我：“咪，等下我要看CD咯。”
妈：“你要看什么戏？”
我：“不能说的秘密。”
妈：“什么不能说的秘密？”（有点不爽了）
我：“不能说的秘密咯.”（我还是很白目）
妈：“还跟我秘密噢。”（大声地说）
我：“那个戏名是不能说的秘密啦！”（超无辜的，因为我还不知道妈咪误会我的秘密）
妈：“。。。。”（恍然大悟）
然后我哥突然间插进来
哥：“你应该继续讲不能说的秘密嘛。”
这时，我才懂妈咪为什么一直问我。然后我就一直哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

厚！！！
今天又做了一件很丢脸的事
我在补习时“钓鱼”(-.-''')

平时就算我很累
我也只是闭眼睛（因为眼皮太重了，挣不开）
但是这次不同
而且还让彩芬看到我“钓鱼”的样子
啊~~~~~~~

事情的发生是因为
昨天有两个补习
补完已是10。45分了
回到家11点酱
莉文又打电话给我
讨论庆功宴的事情
聊到差不多12点才睡觉
今天上完课后又有华文班
然后去补习
就做了连自己都觉得超级好笑的事

补习开始了差不多十五分钟后
我就开始迷迷糊糊了(@.@)
就像我的灵魂离开了我的躯体
老师在半个小时里所讲的话
没有一句进我的头脑
在一堂课结束前十五分钟
我的灵魂才回来
这时
我已经根本听不懂老师在讲什么了(??????)

休息时
彩芬说：“你刚才“钓鱼”，一直点头，好像是很明白老师讲得课酱。哈哈”(-.-''')
我说：“Jerrr…..做么你没有叫醒我。”(><)
她说：“我看到你“钓鱼”时，我有轻轻的推你一下.”
我说：“有meh,我不知道的，下次推大力一点啦。”
她说：“我怕你吓到，等下你喊一声，不是更好笑。”
我说：“酱啊，你要会拿好捏力道，不可以太轻也不可以太重地把我推醒”
哈哈。。。可怜的彩芬。。。

我觉得老师一定有看到我在“钓鱼”的咯
因为我做第一排
而且每次老师讲课时都会看一下我的反应
幸好老师挣一只眼，闭一只眼

在接下来的一堂课
我就没有“钓鱼”了
有两个原因
1． 想到我自己“钓鱼”的样子就觉得很好笑，我不要给别人当笑话！！！(><)
2． 据我的经验，经过一段“钓鱼”的时间后，很难会再钓第二次了的。哈哈

Jerrrr…..很“鱼”leh。。。

Dis mornin,I kept:
Gee......
Jerrrrrrr.......
haha......
=P
swtz.....
plz dun liddat lar
feels hot even though the weather was kinda cold....
hav no idea wad m i doin....
blur blur(@@)....

Anyway it was quite FUN....swtz

OMG!!!!!Y the postman din send my letter to her on time???I m in trouble d...who can help me????(NOBODY)If I m not a blur case,things will not happen.
The story starts from:
Shu Yee wanna be a student reporter so she asked for my help to give Pn.Chiah sign the form but then I returned everythings to her EXCEPT her photos.The next day was school holiday ad so she wants me to post the photos to her house.I did it on last thursday but till today she also not yet receive it.
She told me that Shu Wen posted something to her on last friday but she already received it on wednesday.How come she never receive mine???Suppose my letter should arrive her house earlier than Shu Wen,isn't it??
Swtz...Tmr is the deadline d.
SORRY Shu Yee!!!!

不知道
我的决定
是对还是错
但
可以肯定的是
现在的我
很开心
谢谢你
你在我的生活里
增添了不一样的色彩^^

So many FIRST time for me happened nowadays

I played ARCHERY for the first time!!!It is so CooL and I had addicted to it.The moment the arrow shot to the board,I felt so satisfied and happy.I shot black colour,blue,red and also green(grass..haha) but I didn't get to shoot yellow(sob sob).

The pose was so yao yeng rite???haha

The first time I ate eggs until feels like wanna VOMIT.It was so disgusting eating 2 eggs which is not fully fried and without any soy source or peppler and it is not serve HOT.(swtz)I think I will never eat eggS again until I forget about.

Gee....EGGS...

The another first time happened to me is SOOO special until I don't wanna write about it.It happened to me on 10th of Oktober and I really happy for it.You will think is it because of the Malyasian who went to space!!!??It is NOT....It is a SECRET^^

Chai Fen is sick.I think is sore throat coz she can't talk(a mute..haha) so she communicate with us with paper n pen.It is damn funny!!!Then Sze Hui and I also talk to her by writing.It juz like chatting in msn but it takes time to write out what we wanna say coz chinese word is different with abc.I kinda like this type of communication because when I talk,the braces is kinda annoying me.Other than that,I no need to shout when I talk because the class was so noisy.So while we gossiping,nobody will heard it unless the paper.Sumore that paper can b a memory(but v threw it...haha).Besides,it won't cause sound pollution.See...so many advantages.Maybe this will be a trend...lolz...

After tuition(replacement for accounts),Chai Fen and I went to indian food.I think the waitress is kinda curious why when she asking for order,I will ask Chai Fen what she wants,then I will place the order.The most funniest thing is got a worker like shock when she notice we can't talk.
What a nice day communicates like this.^^

I hate rumours
Coz I dunno how to face it
When ppl teasin me wid HIM

If I jz ignore it
They will make up another things

If I deny it
I think I will hurt the guy if he really like me

If I explain
I sure will make things WORST
Coz usually ppl will misunderstand my words
Or they will say:“解释=掩饰”(=.=’’’)

Rumour
will make me n HIM feel awkward when facin each other
Then slowly…
Our friendship will GONE
I DUN WAN IT TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AGAIN

Y relationship between gal n boy muz be LOVE???
Can’t it be friend or even BFF???

昨夜
周公迟到了
我
在床上
翻来覆去
等着
他来赴约

一幕一幕
日常生活片段
闪过

睁开眼睛
很精神
想找人聊天
但时针
指着一

算了吧
拿起一本书
读。。。

不久
一直打呵欠
应该是
周公来赴约了

谁叫他迟到
让他等一会儿
继续读。。。

眼睛
也渐渐
睁不开了

好吧
和周公下棋去

从阿姨家回来
很闷
所以上网
游来游去
有到学海部落格
去玩心里测验

我的古代武林中的名字是
尤心蓉
不喜欢那个蓉(芙蓉烧包??!!)
感觉很俗（会不会的罪人啊？？？=P）
但整体来说
满好听^^

我的仙界的名字是
娜水梦
整体感觉很琼瑶XD
虽然字很美
但读起来怪怪的


哈哈
我又多了两个名（^.^)v

Arrggghhhh…..went to Bukit Tinggi Butterfly Park juz now but wait until 1 hour,Nicholas Teo oso haven't cum out,v got to go bc home d.All my bro's fault la,if he willin to stay there,then I can c Nicholas Teo.I m not fancy to Nicholas Teo,it jz dat I veri sua ba 1,never c STAR before.Tou know wad a lame reason my bro give:”I wanna go bc to do my homework”DUH!!!???He is watchin tv nw…swtz…Now is 12 o'clock d,I think I muz go find ‘sumone’ to ‘play Chinese chess’ d cz tmr hv 2 go my cousin's birthday party in afternoon….zzzZZZ

When eating choc
I was like the Remy(RATATOUILLE)
Surrounded with firework
Enjoyin the taste of choc

So
When I depressed=(
I eat choc
When I hungry><
I eat choc
When I boring=.=
I eat choc
When I happy^^
I eat choc
When I si lian
I eat choc (but I never si lian be4...haha)

I m addicted to CHOC
You never find that my fridge is lack of choc
NO CHOC NO LIFE!~!!!!
Choc ROCKS!!!(^.^)v

Yesterday,Jia Jun sent me a message:”My house there got ppl dead now le.They said someone broke into the house 2 rompak,then killed the person oh.Now got many police car.Very scare la.Maybe u cannot see me anymore.”
I was like =.=’’’.Why he suddenly sent me this???I thought he is boring so sent me this crap thingy.So I reply:”Swtz…They kena rompak,not u la. "
Then he reply:”I dead di.Monday not coming to school”
Me:”Monday is PMR,of course u won’t go to school”
He:”Now more shok la.My neighbour report his Christmas tree got beehive.Now the ahli bomba burning the tree.”
Me:”Ur hse nearby got many strange thing hor…”
….
….
Then he told me many RUBBISH….He told me Andy’s just kena rompak outside his house in morning.Andy’s thumb kena cut and his phone and money kena snatched also.
WTH!!??Outside his house also kena snatch???!!!I was thinking,everyday morning I will wait for my bus outside my house leh.Like that the percentage will I meet those STUPID is high,isn’t it???Some more sometimes I will walk to tuition.On the Afternoon,everyone stay in their house so I was walking on quiet street.Huh!!???It seems I’m in a danger???NO!!!!I don’t want to me the next victim.
Pepper spray can’t do anything,it only gives you think that you are safe mentally.Hmmm…I don’t wanna walk alone to tuition unless mummy can’t fetch me and I don’t wanna waiting bus outside my house alone!!!

我喜欢八月
那月圆人团圆的日子
在屋外
欣赏的那皎洁的明月
听着美丽的传说
吃着月饼

不知多久
我没有庆祝中秋了
每次都刚好碰到考试
在这花好月圆的日子里，
把头埋在书海之中
但这次
我去和表兄妹们过中秋

现在的月饼
什么加双黄的
咖啡，巧克力口味的
怪里怪气
而我
还是比较喜欢
那传统的
豆沙配瓜子
莲蓉加蛋黄
想到都口水直流

以前
我有盏灯笼
金鱼造型的
点着蜡烛
光从那五颜六色的玻璃纸放射出来
在只有月光的夜晚
显得特别美丽
而现在的却是用电池的

听妈妈说
他们以前
左邻右舍的小孩都会一起过中秋
一些人会用牛奶罐自制灯笼
较富有的就有玻璃纸的灯笼
然后一群人会提着灯笼
去游街
还有一个人是负责灭火的
而大人们
则是在一起聊天
赏月

很可惜的是
现在的小孩
只懂得玩蜡烛
把灯笼丢在一旁
对嫦娥奔月和吴刚伐树
这些美丽的传说
都一知半解
也不懂为什么要吃月饼
我想
这美丽的节庆
将渐渐的随着岁月流逝

若我早一点出身
那该有多好=(

Exam still got 2 more weeks to go but I already can't stand.Tuesday,I caught a cold and kept sneezing.Today,I headache since morning when my accounts paper 2 going to start.Which means when I am doing my account paper,I was like blur blur so I think my accounts paper...sucks.The worst thing is I feels like wanna vomit and my tears kept flowing out when I am resting(why ar???).I feel that my head is very 'heavy' and my neck is very uncomfortable.I canceled my piano lesson and ponteng BM tuition(LoLz).I am damn tired leh.Even though I am like half dead d,I still got to study for tomorrow exam which is moral that I need to memorise.I think my head will 'burst' later.swtz...Oh ya!!my brother watched hairspray today.He said it was so damn nice wer.Zac Efron is also acting in this movie lor.Can't wait to watch that movie!!!Zac Efron is so CUTE!!!Sumore my brother was showing off that he went to sticker photo(ss).I never try before leh...hope I can go one day also.Okay,got to go memorise my moral valuezzzzzzz d.....................

心
好难受
就好像有个无形的东西
压着我的心

为什么您要这样子？？？
考试的压力已让我喘不过气
您却在这时
一下子
要我停止
学弹钢琴
一下子
要我去新家附近学
一下子
又说爸没有这样多钱
给我浪费

妈
要我放弃钢琴
不可能
我爱音乐
况且
我才学到第四级而以

再说
在那儿学了五年多的钢琴
说长不长
说短不短
虽然老师有时很凶
但她教会了我和多东西
我也喜欢她的教学方式

我也没有浪费爸的钱
我每个考试都及格
虽然我的志愿
不是当钢琴家
但这是我的兴趣

我。。。很烦啊！！！！

呼！
终于把话‘说’出来了
但您看不到
我的心还是一样的乱
若这些话从我嘴里一次说出来
我想您应该会疯掉吧！

咳。。。

Before went to Bukit Tinggi(not Klang one),we dropped by Genting.My two cousin brothers,my sister and I went to play.We went to watch 4D Motion Master.It is kinda cool and thrill.I still remember that my sister kept saying:"Jie,mo hen pa" and my cousin was trying to touch the things that fly to us.They were damn CUTE.Euro Express was quite fun but only one round nia.Then we we shopping and take photo.
Nowadays Bukit Tinggi become warm ad.I still remeber last 2 years,the weather there was still kinda cold but nw is HOT.Only when the sky turn dark then the wind only when make you chill.
This two days,I took about 300++ photos O.o-early in the morning- nice leh

-My sis,mummy n Me-...Guess where were v???At Genting lor!!!Special leh that background..

My little cousin was wishing...Isn't it cute when he concentrate??!

They were so cute chasing the rabbits around.When I told them if wanna catch rabbit is holding their ears,they said why so cruel,rabbits will pain one or not???...swtz...I'm not rabbits so ask rabbits lah...But daddy told me so,he said catch like that rabbits will not feel pain...Daddy is a rabbit???!!!LOLz...

-My little cousin-Kinda scary rite!?

Sitting in the car when we were on the way to some where.Suddenly mention that my grandma's palms is so small(like a child's palms)..-c her finger and my finger-her is kinda chubby and short and my is kinda short but not so chubby=P

While we were waiting in the 4D master motion theater,cool anot v wearing 'sun glasses'?-My cute sis and I-

-How long should I wait to reach home??5 o'clock I got tuition leh-

-I like this photo(dunno why)-

Humans keep polluting the environment and make the weather become warmer and warmer and bla bla bla...Can't humans just do only things that will protect our nature???Even though I am an alien who lives in Earth,everyday I also doing things which harmful to nature.WTH=.='''

最近听到两个句子
觉得很有意思
也让我印象深刻

人与人最遥远的距离，不是生与死
而是我在你面前，你却不知道我爱你

很有意思吧！
我很喜欢哦
是因为这个句子
已悄悄地说到我的心坎了吗？？？
应该是吧！


每个人都cen经是个天使

这句是我的华语老师讲的
很深奥吧！
哈哈
我有了灵感
把句子接下去写

每个人都cen经是个天使
但经历了时间的洗礼
渐渐地
心
已不再纯洁
光环
也不再明亮


我还是个天使吗？？？

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

Basically i m kinda of wanna going out d..today MALAYSIA independent's day ma..Anibody go count down yesterday??...cuz i m lo...wit my little sister.. btw,goin 2 aunti hse in KL...so juz post some rubbish up LOLz.......so LAME la...
wat 2 do...boring ma...aniway...the colour of da font must suit today's date...creative le me..
ok..gtg liow....chaoz...;p

阳光之旅圆满结束快两个星期了，我才写部落格，都是我这老了的电脑的错。
阳光之旅

是我的第一次

四天三夜过得很快

虽然如此

但我们学记之间的友谊

却跟加深

很感谢学哥学姐的帮忙
我爱你们哟
还有奎德林堡的组员们
你们的表演很精彩！！！

-我是美术组的。。。很美吧，我们的舞台-

Booklet of our camp.Nice leh!!**All my memories store inside this booklet....
My name tag...nice leh...my brother helped me to decorate....behind is my student reporter name tag...

-back-nice leh...hehe...little crab(my horoscope)

-黄衣的是我一部分的组员，其他是工委（学记），还有我。-

最后一天了，我喂我每个组员吃饭，可是我只找到一张照片而已。-我在喂佳聪-

-我和营长，施颖-

Even though this photo is not perfect,I like it very much.It is the only day v all(gong wei)wear sui sui n take photo.LOLz

Me n Terry.Many gals say he very handsome lor...haha

Me n mei jun(she was the mc in our camp)

All AJK(got all ma???not sure)Everyone(^.^)v -peace-

营的最后一天

我的心情

五味掺杂

虽然

我没有哭

但我的心

早已哭de稀里哗啦

p/s:至今，我每天都还在回想着营里的点点滴滴。身为辅导员我很遗憾没有和我的组员们一起拍照。

Stupid@#*$% camera and computer!!!!When I went to my camp(yang guang zhi lv),my camera don't know why purple colour and red colour so the whole camp I didn't use it to take photo.So now I got to collect all those photo from my friends.And then now,my computer don't know why again cannot start.ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.........DADDY,I WANNA BUT A NEW COMPUTER!!!!You must asking why I don't want a new camera.This is because I got one new already just that it still in the shop where I bought.Ok,fine.I will post my camp things when I got all those photo and my computer ok d.I would like to post the camp thingy in chinese is because it is easier,everything about the camp also in chinese so....sorry=P

I was a bee nowadays.Everyday also got to like a bee go to flowers(tuition centre) to collect pollens(knowledge) and then go to my hive(home) to make honey(do revision).Other than go to tuition,I also got to go meeting because I am preparing a camp.One week,7 days is like not enough to me,some more I am not the type of person who can manage time well.EVERYDAY=TIRED
I wanna go shopping,watch movie(The Simpson),ice-skating(never try before),go ktv(even though I can't sing very well),go vacation.Even though I looking forward to have fun but sometimes my friends ask me out,I will say "CAnnot leh,saturday I got tuition/meeting" then my friends will like WTH,everyday also got tuition,wanna ask me out also must make appointment first.
Wednesday mt mum and dad will go to China for one week.=( don't wanna bring us along.Anyway I also got a camp on saturday until tuesday.Then one week holiday already minus 4 days for the camp,left 3 days nia.I wanna ponteng school so that I can sleep until I 'song' or go shopping with mum or friends.So ask me out la,maybe I will sacrifice a bit ponteng my tuition...hehe...
Now is 11.12pm,still haven't decide wanna go to school tomorrow or not.See first la,if tomorrow got mood,then go lo.=P

Do you ever feel like you are not yourself???In my heart,lives 2 person,one angel and one devil.Devil is always stronger than angel but sometimes angel also will become stronger.It just like Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde but I didn't drink any potion and my devil sides is still not totally devil.



In people's eyes,I am a good girl,very quiet,everyday study,obey everything elderly person words and many many good things.Actually I not like that good,I am just LOOK like one only.Because of that,sometimes I will disguise myself to be a good girl.



I am not a quiet girl.Actually I very talkative and like to crap.Is just that infront of people who I don't know well,I will keep quiet because I don't know what to say to a stranger and I need a lot of time to think what should I say.If don't believe,ask my best friends and see is me a very talkative person or not.Sometimes,I even will talk continuously,then my friends will 'swim in my saliva'.LOLz



Many people thought I am study type girl.O.0 They were shock when they saw I didn't pay
attention in class or I am happy that teacher won't come in to class.Actually,I not a smart girl and I very lazy to do revision or study.It just that sometimes I very kiasu or suddenly got interest in study then only I will study.I didn't pay attention in class because is damn boring listen to teacher's crap or the teacher talk like a dead people.



I don't know what 'power' make me dare to 'zha' the teacher whom I dislike.I also shocked when those words just came out from my mouth and so loud until teacher can hear.swtz..



Something for sure is true about me is that I very slow and blur.Sometimes I can't get what
people means and I only can understand when people explain many times.Sorry guys=P



I heard people said in chinese: if boys not bad,girls don't like.I think the same goes to girls also,if a girl is a book worm and study everyday,maybe boys saw also will scare,rite boys???



p/s:I am a very naughty and playful girl lor...so don't think I guai guai won't disturb you...becareful...

Such a tired day!!!At 12.00pm,I went to a meeting until 4.30pm then I straight away went to my add math tuition extra class.Sunday leh!!!Sunday I also need to go tuition...argh...I DON"T WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!!but I have no choice...anyway soon I will be an animal...Guess!!??


CLUE:
a kind of mammal

rare animal which live in China




Got it???






Answer:


PANDA (@.@)

You make my heart beats extraordinary fast
You make me did something which I never do it before
When I saw I got 1 message received,I hope is you who sent me a message
After chatting with you,the conversation will keep appears in my mind
Is that means I fall in love with you??
Who can give me any clues??


Thinking of YOU at 10.00pm.....

After cutting two add math tuition class,I found out that I can't catch up the class.Teacher teaching infront and at the back all question marks appears around me.haiz...tomorrow cut school again and study myself if not sunday still got meeting and tuition.I will never cut tuition class AGAIN except I am sick!!!

I don't know why my sister hates to study.(O.o)Now she is having exams but she don't even 'touched' her books.Since standard 4,she starts failed in her exams.She failed Bahasa Malaysia paper AGAIN!!!Only standard 4 already got failed in exams...haiz...Even though I am not good in B.M,I never fail before.
My mum never force my brother and I study before,she always trust us in our study.Even I wanna cut school she also let because she know sometimes I go to school is wasting time.My mum never force me to study by beating me except I have done something wrong but today she really went mad because of my sister.She beatten her and my sister still can't realise study is important(after I told her many many things).She took out her mathematics exercise book and pretending she is doing revision but actually she just simply circle the answer and she got caught.
Hope one day she will realise study is realy important.haiz.....

Many teachers hate our class.Like my BM,EST,Add math teachers all like mad because of my class.My BM teacher hate us until now onwards she told us not to greet her everytime she come in and out.She also told us many many rules that she want us to obey=.=
Today my add math teacher angry AGAIN.He said our class(at the back only)like pasar.I am one of the student who sitting at the back but I am a good student and copying teacher's note at that moment=P
Only my class english teacher likes us and we like her also.She gave us many types of activities to do.All of those activities have advantages to us.Examples like today she wants us to continue the story of literature.She said must use our imagination,even unlogical also can.So we presented it one group by one group.All my classmates guffawed because we were so IMAGINATIVE.
Later,she wants us to rap two stanza of poem 'There's Been a Death in the Opposite House".We like huh!?rap!? when she told us.It seems that my class got many RAPPERS.LOLz.The most funny part was Tun Sean rapped.In the begining,he purposely sang like a weirdo(tone was high and sounds weird) then he rapped a bit then sang then rapped.I laughed until cried because it is the funniest thing and make a strong impression on me.
After that,she wants us to write down our feelings in five sentences.I saw Eng Wei's paper.He said he feels tired because yesterday went to swimming and now he wanna go to bed.swtz...Then teacher read Hidayah's paper,she said we like a family.*-*so touching.
I like Pn.Sundari very much but start from next week,a training teacher will come and take her place for 10 weeks(if I'm not mistaken).Sob sob...We will miss you.
4S4 is a big family.Although many teachers don't like us and I don't like the feeling to be hated,I like everyone in 4S4...-CHEERS-
I love you
you love me
we are happy family....
(know this song!?)

Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix was on cinema since my birthday.I'm looking forward to watch it but I was so busy.Actually today I will go with Chai Fen and Mei Yen or maybe Marcus and Chee Onn but yesterday I only came back from Port Dickson and I still got a lot of homework to do so I said to Chai Fen that we go next time.Soreee guys...

Today is my birthday...hapi b'day to me hapi b'day to me hapi b'day to han ying hapi b'day to me *applause*....I got 7 presents now,from chai fen,yi ling,angel,mei yen,yvone,rainbow and my cute sister.Many ppl wished me happy birthday and then I kept saying thank you thank you.I am happy to say that=P.When the school going to over,my classmates(malays) sang happy birthday song.When they singing,they looking at teacher so I thought they sing for teacher which is same birthday with me.But when the song almost end I heard they said han ying then only I realised that this song is for me...swtz...

My birthday presents.Mayb still will have more coz my mum haven't buy for me and sze hui said she will give me tomorrow and my auntie says she will give me when she saw me......

I had received one birthday card,it is from my tuition teacher,Mr.Prasad and his wife O.o I was surprised when I opened the card and saw Pusat tuition Jayamatik.FIRST TIME,I received a birthday card from my teacher(tuition teacher).Isn't it Co0l=P

The cover of the card
Inside the card

Later we eat dinner in Fruity without my dad(he was out station...too bad).We share 1 slice of cake together,not we don't have money to buy.It just because there is only a few choices of cake and we are full already.

Thank you to everyone whom wish me happy birthday and gave me presents.(^.^)v

Yesterday went to meeting(Student reporters camp).At 10.30a.m,we were meeting in the KFC nearby Klang bus stesen.It is kinda scary because at first got a 4 or 5 years old child come and ask for donations from us with a paper.He stood besides me and he was dirty and looks innocent.Later,another boy came in and again stood besides me(arghh...i don't want).This bot didn't say anything and just staring at me.Then he touched my friend's pen.I quickly took away all my friend things but he still standing there(HELP!!!!).After a while,he walked away and went to a table which a malay couple was eating there.They gave the boy fried chicken and the boy sat infront of them and eat.OMG!!!I will never have a meeting there again.
Because that the place is small and still got people will join us so we move to another KFC(behind The Store).I and Sze Hui ate BBQ Chessy Meltz until stomach wanna burst.Everythings moved smoothly.Then around 3.30pm,got a KFC worker came to us and told us
"I'm sorry to tell you that KFC is not allow to having gathering or any party." =.='''
Oppz...our discussion haven't finish already kena halau,very embarrassing leh.o.O We standing at the front door of the KFC and start thinking where should we go to continue our meeting.Some of us were just craping:"Lets us stand at here and finish our meeting","We stand here and stop people go in,then they will have no business"...Finally,we decided to having meeting at a house that my friend rent her school mates nearby her school(SMK Kuang Hwa).We went to there by bus(actually I don't know what number of bus we should take because everytime I go to anywhere,my mama will fetch me.Thank you mami).
The house only have a table in the living room and another table full of junk food.We sat on the florr and finished our meeting at around 5p.m.(^.^)V
坚持到底，他一定很爱你！！！！

Go gotong royong perdana means menyayangi sekolah??durh!?Anyway saya tidak menyayangi sekolah but I love my school mates n some of my teachers.
Chinese Society is having a one day camp(they wanna see the ability of students who wanna have a post next year).Actually the camp held on 21st of July but that day I wanna take Harry Potter book so I cannot go but now they change to 20th of August and I still cannot go because I got another camp(student reporter) on 19th waiting for me.Thats important because I have a post there already so I choose the student reporter one.Some more Boon Lin says I can help organising the camp but no need to attend that day.Hurray!!!Perfect!!Sorry lor Boon Lin,I know I very annoying.
I am looking forward to the student reporter camp because first time I have a post to organise a camp.I will do my best with the camp.Tomorrow got meeting for the camp from 1.30 until don't know when.Hope that the camp will success.
I feels very sorry to my primary school friends especially 4 of my best friends.I always say cannot when they ask me out but I am not purposely one because I really busy.Sometimes Saturday I got tuition extra class.sometimes got meeting,sometimes my mum busy so I cannot go.SORRY guys.

I had forgotten that my leg not yet recover and cannot squat down but yesterday I accidentally squatted down.I had burst into tears because it was soooooooo pain.haiz...Why I so blur???I always forget to eat my pills.Got one time,I had ate wrong number pills.Actually I only have to eat 4 but I had ate 8.My mum said nevermind because it is chinese medicine.But why ar???
After 5 days already,I still can't straighten my leg,I asked mama:"Mami,will my injured leg like this forever?"My mum said"Don't be stupid."But I really worry about this leh because when I looked at the mirror,my injured leg was kinda weird.sob sob

Finished tuition at 7.15pm,the sky was extraordinary dark.It was scary.My mum said it looks like the end of the world is coming.THE END OF THE WORLD.Nowadays,newspaper always got news about green house effect and said that the end of the world is coming.Maybe tomorrow I will dissappear in this world.Who knows??

Start from now,I will appreciate everyone besides me,my family and my friends.I will do everythings I want to do.So that I won't regret when I leave this world=P

Today morning when PJ period,teacher let us played football.In the begining which means I don't even kick the ball yet,I fell down because a malay girl accidentally push me.At the moment,I can't even stand up because it is soooooooooo pain and I can't see things infront of me around 3 seconds.Why can't see any things leh???~.*I also don't know.Then Wei Teng and Siu Chern,which are PBSM members helped me to go to bench.Thankz ya.
I can't straighten right leg so when I walk,it is so pain until I wanna cry(when you see my eyes,you can see tears in my eyes but it won't drop down because I won't let it drop).Everythings went smoothly until I wanna go toilet,I heard a 'crack' sound then I can't stand the pain anymore,my tears dropped.=.=, I called my mum to fectch me back because I don't wanna walk to upstairs anymore and I think I better go for a treatment.
I went to klinik at 2pm then the doctor cure me by using electric......Its kinda comfy after the treatment but the nurse given me 3 kind of pills.I have to take 54 pills in a day.*fainted*
Then I went to tuition because I won't go to school tomorrow and I need to pass my projek to my friend.When I wanna go into my mum's car,my leg is damn pain because I again accidentally straighten my right leg so the condition is getting worse.haiz...don't know when my legs only can recover.My bro and sis keep laughing at me because I walk very funny.sob sob

Yesterday was my cousin,Lenice's birthday party.Atually her birthday is on 22nd,same with my another cousin,Zhe Ying.Lenis was celebrating her 1 year old birthday and Zhe Ying was 5.My mum went to help my auntie prepare things in the morning,which means my brother and I must prepare lunch ourselves.We fried fish chips,sausages and cook mushroom soup.

My brother done this because he said he wants to do somethings like the pro-cook did and the brownies was bought on yesterday from famous amos.The white thingy on the soup is cheese.Some red and yellow colour tomatoes with mayonise.

She is Lenice.She is freaking cute and looks innocent,right?

She is Zhe Ying.A damn cute girl,right?She is holding the present I gave her.




A birthday 'cake' which make up of jelly.Very special.

She was crying when we were singing birthday song to her.



Finally she stopped crying because her mother open her favourite song 'mei mei bei zhe yang wa wa'.Some more she is clapping her hand.Lolz

My brother,my cousin,Ming Yang and I.

See his eyes,gross isn't it??

"Why your mark so high???Can donate some of your marks for me ma??"

"Wow!!!You're the highest mark in our class wor."

Some of my classmates will say like that to me.Everytime I also don't know what respon should I give to them.Smile???Say no la,lucky only???Or say thank you???
Actually my marks was bad.Some of my results was merely got past only but some got A lah=P
My physics paper got 57,is the highest in the class.So,my friend keep calling me "the highest".Omg!!!I feel very shameful because 57 is not an A or B,it is C.
After sir discussed the question,I found out that sir had make some mistake on my marks.My final marks was 60.I quite happy actually because the precious test,I got failed.
Finally I got all my result.Oppz...still got one more,bahasa Malaysia.Hope this subject I can pass with flying colours.

OMG!!!!!!I looks like a....nerd leh.Why the hairdresser cut my hair until like that????I want my hair grow faster so that I can go haircut again.OMG!!!!Monday school reopen,gee....I don't want to go to school with this hair leh.Sob sob~My bro said why I go to saloon n ask the hairdresser to put a coconut on my head and cut this fringe.=.='''Even my grandma also ask why I go n cut my hair until like that.swt la...monday sure got tease.HELP!!!!!Who got any spell can make my hair grow faster!!???Or got any type of shampoo u know can make it????What can I do to my fringe!!??Wear a cap to cover it up!??Pin all my fringe to the back!!!??HAiz.....

Look at my fringe....@@