就是因为太在乎
才会生气
才会流泪
才会畏惧

谁可以教我如何拿走它吗？

她谈恋爱咯~
那时候我就懂他们会在一起
虽然她说不太可能
看到她那甜蜜的样子
真为她感到高兴！
要幸福哦~

我呢！？
现在就只能和食物谈恋爱
没关系，我乐在其中
反正也只有它们愿意和我谈恋爱
哈哈~
担心我的体重ing...

When I was young
I wondering why people like to be drunk when they were sad
I wondering why they want to drink alcoholic drinks which was tasted bitter
I wondering what could be that terrible until they want to drink such an awful drink
I wondering how to solve problem by getting drunk
I wondering...

Now
I suddenly wants to drink alcoholic drink
I suddenly wants to get drunk
I suddenly feels like want to run away from my life
I suddenly get the answers that I was wondering when I am young

People just want to drink because they could not figure out what they can do at this period of time
People do not think that alcoholic drinks are bitter because reality life is worst
People do not not want to think of the problem so they drink awful drinks to distract their attention from the problem
People know that problem would not solve even they get drunk but they still wish that everything will be fine when they awake

Alcoholic drink,please?
Anything can be...red wine,white wine,beer etc.

谁可以借我肩膀靠一靠？
我累了，想要休息一下下

期待某个人伸来拉我一把的那一天

I suppose to be Napoleon's wife on that day...but but everyone also thought I am a princess

30th of October(we celebrated Halloween one day earlier)
This is the first time I part of the organiser of Halloween Party and first time went Halloween Party~
Group photo...can see where am i?

I love this...very nice man~

I was in charged with snack that day...

Here are some special snacks I made

cup cakes with cobwebJack-o-lantern and skeleton...

Look like bones right? I failed to make it...too bad...

RIP cookies...

Eclairs a.k.a coffin

Thanks for everyone that helped me

Although it was tiring but I enjoyed it very much~

Vampire was trying to suck my blood...ahhh~~~yi chien u very scary!lolz

I love to see people dancing
locking,breaking,ballet,belly dance etc
I always enjoy it very much either on tv or live
I felt the boys who can dance make them more cool
Don't you think so?haha
I'm so envy that they can dance so well

I wish I could be like one of them but after practice for few times and I realised that I got not enough time to practice until the party night
I give up for the performance
I don't think so I can make it in this short period
I had a feeling of release,just a little bit because still got a lot of things waiting for me to complete
ahhhh~~~~
TIME please to pass so fast
I'm tired of chasing you

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那天 突然转身时
第一时间我认为是他
心跳突然飙高
看清楚才发现不是他

那天 她告诉我
脑海出现了自己想象的画面
心跳突然飙高
我现在不敢一个人去学校的厕所

那天。。。


越来越神经质了><

我害怕

谁可以给我安全感？

Started practice for the coming perfomance
Bowie is my teacher,she got dance belly dance before therefore she quite good with that
I got dance before but you know what???
I danced quite frequently when PRIMARY school
At that time,all the dance very simply oni and "chin chai" dance people also won't laugh at me because that time I was small
NOW!!Everythings is different
What the difference I think you guys might know
"Face" is the most important thing...

Yesterday Bowie teached me a few steps
Omg~I felt like giving up man
Even though I can dance a little bit but compare to Bowie's is like a big difference man
She is so good for that!
Shadhana and Gloria started practice today
They decided to change to another plan
They going to dance another kind of dance
But I need to stick up with belly dance
Oh shit man...belly got a lots of fat
Diet diet diet><

Nowadays my body skin very unhealty
Went to doctor and he gave medicine but it not really works
got lots of scars on my legs after mosquito bite,although I didn't touch them AT ALL
My aunt,a herbalist doctor said I shouldn't eat too much of fried food and somemore asked my mum to go and make herbal drink for me><
Hope I can controll myself not to eat fried food
I don't think so I can make it XP