Went to the second time training for A Night with Phantom
my hand very pain because the tiles and plates are damn HEAVY
Oh ya FYI
I'm going to be a server for that event which will serve molecular gastronomy on Monday
I'm scared I cannot handle the plates well
because the strength of my hands are WEAK
Ahhhh~~~give me the strength please!!!

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I received one letter from my college
the letter stated there I did not attend UHTI class for 2 days
what the F***
I never skip class before
how can the lecturer marked me ABSENT
swtz...
I want to go complain on Monday
Jerr...I suppose to get 100% for my attendance

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兴华中学举办兴华中小学N周年文娱晚会（忘记几年了）
兴华小学是我的母校
我当然去捧场啦
和莹还有菁
看到他们小学的表演
我想哭（想而已）

N年前的记忆被勾起
那个舞台
那个我曾经也在上面表演过无数次的舞台
当时的我们
当时的一切
好怀念
好怀念

莹说：“好想回到一年级，从头开始小学生涯。”
如果时间能倒流
我也很想
很想很想
小学是我最最最喜欢的学生时代
那时的我们
都很单纯
都很快乐
每天都无忧无虑
虽然常常不要跟这个好，不要跟那个好
不过几天后却又在一起玩
没有心机
没有怨恨

太多太多的回忆
只是头脑的储存位子有限
储存不了全部
但庆幸我还有一班常联络的小学同学
不时叙叙旧(^.^)v

muackz~

我爱兴华~

Aim:To find the way to feel better when got hurt

Hypothesis:The more you express your feelings to someone,the better you feels

Observation:Burst into tears and eyes become dropsy

Manipulated Variable:Talk to someone

Responding Variable:Feels better

Constant Variable:The person who hurt you

Conclusion:Hypothesis is ACCEPTED

Took CKO exam today
Chef Andy asked Joey to paste this cute paper on the door
Shhhh....don't make chef angry

Before I went in the kitchen
I realised that I forgot to bring my cap
Luckily Shadhana put hers inside her locker
so she lent me hers

Everything I did in kitchen went quite smoothly
TAA DAA~~
This was what I made
Chef Andy said everything OK(^.^)v
He did not comment mine dish
Yeah~
That means not bad la
haha...

Sofia,Stella(opps!blocked by me),Vanna,Roy

Me,Yi Chien,Bowie,Joey and CHEF ANDY

Took a photo in the preparation kitchen with Chef Andy

This was the last class we do things in this kitchen this semester

I potong steam again
I did not follow Beancurd Group to go sing K(ding ding~I LOSE)
because I want to practice Choux Pastry
Paiseh...
My "baby" were growing inside my oven

Paris Brest(donut shape) and Puff(round)

p/s:I don't like to clean all the stuff I used when I finished baking or cooking><><

I made potato salad
got the main character potato,celery,onion,cucumber and mayonaise
the mayonaise is not Lady's choice,but I made my own
hehe professional=P

Actually want to practice Paris Brest but I forgot to buy baking sheet
I will make it tomorrow
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Yesterday I got nightmare
i was not sure whether I was dreaming or sleeping
I saw a big human shadow at my window(the window which is facing my bed)
and what I saw really like movie
the shadow got varies type of pose
teng!teng!teng!
I tried to shout and move
but I cannot
then after I "fighted" very hard then I finally can open my eyes
I kept looking at the window
but nothing there

I heard some sound
sound that came from my another window(the window which I always keep open)
I'm not sure whether I'm sleeping or what
I was so scared and I was trying to move again
but this time I cannot move
then the sound disappeared
I want to wake up and check out what is going on
but I got no energy to fight the strength that do not let me to wake up
so I decided just leave it and fall into sleep
then I safely woke up in this morning

i felt that what happened yesterday night
was very similar to the movie DRAG ME TO HELL
the scene when Lamia came to torture the victim
ahhh~~~omg
Luckily its not exactly the same
if not I might be cursed by someone
swtz...
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Tomorrow is my Culinary and Kitchen Operation practical exam
the questions for me is not really difficult
I hope I can do well in it
ermmm....not only this subject
I hope I can do well in every subjects
haha
Wish me luck ya~

p/s:Happy Father's Day...muakz...luv ya~

I baked again yesterday
And I considered it as SUCCESS
although my Orange Brulee Tart do not have any orange taste=P
and got a bit(a bit only) burned

Creme Caramel...first time try it

Success man,just too sweet because i put too much caramel below already

Oh ya is when take out the things from mould

there is caramel on top

I forget to take that photo

Yeah!!!
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Jeth again

Gathering!?I prefer say LIM TEH

yeah went lim teh again

Me,Jennie,Wan Xuan,Han Wei,Hock Mun,Wei Hao,Kenneth,Edwin,Yong Sum,Miao Huat,Zhi Yuan and MRS GAN( my primary teacher a.k.a my favourite teacher)

We bought a chocolate cake for Mrs.GAN because her birthday is tomorrow

We gave a surprise to her leh

haha

We talked about our ex classmates

Some of them was recalling who are they because they forgot already

Of course I no need

I remember everyone(hehe)

Have a lot of fun~~~

p/s: SWTz~~I forgotten to take pictures of them especially Mrs.Gan and her cake...only got this two blur blur pictures=.=

I don't care it will make fat or sick,I just LOVE it!!!


I bought one oven on monday
I tried to bake myself the first time-Peach Frangipane Tart
but FAILED and I still not sure what is the reasons

Before it goes in to oven(not enough peach so I put pineapple) love shape,looks nice right?hehe
After baked(but inside not totally cook)

Today
I baked again
I baked the tart for more than one and hour
Actually the tart only needs half and hour(=.=)
Obviously it FAILED again
but this time
I know what is the problem already
the problem is because of the oven(haha)

Nevermind
Failure is the mother of SUCCESS
tomorrow I will bake again
that time sure will success!!!
Go han ying~

13th of June
actually we plan to have a gathering(primary school) at wei hao's house
but most of them ffk
so end up only shiau jing,jennie,han wei,yong sum and I
went to Jeth for dinner

I was surprised when I heard han wei said yong sum is going to come
I never meet him since I graduated from primary man
Anyway
I still recognised him when he walked in Jeth
He forgotten all our names
I do not know whether he is shy or what
He talked very soft
and the most funniest thing is
he thought miao huat is my boyfriend
cannot imagine this happen...swtz

5 persons at Jeth
We ate
We talked
We laughed
We(or I'm only the one?) enjoyed

Anyhow
I need to go back at 9.30pm because my bro need to use car
and when 9pm,as usual
my mum called and REMINDS me to go back at 9.30pm
felt damn embarrasing man
everytime also like that><

p/s:I love to hang around with my primary friends =)

Finally I left the last assignment to finish in this semester
Wednesday I slept 3 hours and Thursday I slept 2 hours
The reason why is because I do last minute work
Anyway,I only can get more ideas in my brain when I do last minute work=P

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I found out that there are few funny reactions due to people who lack of sleep and stressful because of assignments
1. Will become hyper...keep talking and singing to make himself/herself stay awake
2. Will keep laughing...a tiny thing also can laugh out loud
3. Will become blur...everything also slow one tempo
4. Will become angry easily...actually nothing to worry but he/she will make himself/herself looks very stressful and show his/her "black face" to others
5. Will talk to object like computer or talk with himself/herself
6. Will feel like want to cry(because feel that he/she cannot finish on time)

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I dreamt a scary dream last night
My lecturer,Ms Merry was giving out the marks of the assignment I just handed in on Friday
Then most of my friends' got 100%
but I only got 70%
Ahhhhh~~~damn scary man!!!I don't want this kind of RESULTS~~~~~~

Today I feels much better already
I apologize here that yesterday i was so emo and awkward
I really don't feel like want to talk to anyone yesterday
The reason why I like that,I,myself also not really sure about it
Anyway...
No worries...
Han Ying came back already

Second,about our group assignment
Sorry for being so stubborn
I trusted her that she will do her job
but end up she hand in me last minute and she did everything wrong
"ding ding~LOSE"
I will listen to your guys words next time~.^

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Friday need to pass up 2 assignments so I have to start doing it now
I hope I can get high marks for this assignments(at least higher that my F&B report)
Wish me luck~

星期五有两个assignments要交
我到现在都还没开始做

但
我玩电脑游戏
我睡觉
我嗑小说
放纵自己

和自己叛逆

如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
如果没有...
宝贝，没有如果！！！

Ying Ying(with specs) and Wan Xuan(without specs)
Went to sunway pyramid with my primary best friends
We all know each other at least 10 years already
I'm so lucky got all of them
Of course,I also very lucky to have all my beancurd group friends

Just 3 of us manage to hang out this time
Actually still got 2
Jennie exam is around the corner so she cannot come out
Shiau Jing got tuition and her mum don't let her come out
Too bad...

Ate the world best cream puff
cost me RM3.80 for a little thingy
i like the choux pastry but the filling not so nice
I know how to bake it also(^.^)v

Actually wan to watch 17 again(got ZAC EFRON leh)
but end up watched monster vs alien
because the blur ying went to book GSC ticket but we went Sunway which got TGV only
Anyway,the cartoon quite nice also

Settle our lunch...erm...high tea at GASOLINE
bad service this time
as usually,I had talked to the waiter with very serious tone twice
First is because the table is oily and is smelly
Second,I waited my food for so long until ying and xuan finished their food already I started to eat
Ish...all because what I'm studying
I become very fussy to service thingy =P

Then we took sticker photo
1,2,3,4 kacha
after finish that,we went to toilet and take photo also
Why TOILET?because the lightning there is good and got big mirror

My mum asked me to go ying's house first only they come and fetch me at 8
but then ying's mum not at home also
We tried to called someone to pick us up but nobody answer phone
so end up we walked back from Telok Gadong KTM station to ying's house

On the way to ying's house
I met him
not really met
I saw him
When I saw the car
My mind starts wondering is that...
Bingo!It is...
I have no idea why
Why I scared
My heart just felt so uncomfortable
like someone squeezed my heart
the conclusion my friends gave me is horrible for me
I thought I...
but what I thought in my mind is always different from people's point of view
haiz...
my dear Han Ying...forget it,please!!!

我到底怎么了
心好像被什么压着
带着面具见人
做违背自己的事
嬉皮笑脸

没有心情做任何事
只想睡觉

我到底怎么了
思路像被什么诸塞着
糊里糊涂
思绪无法集中
慌神

想不到如何解决问题
发白日梦

Quite emotional today
Maybe is because not enough sleep
Maybe not
Whole day at college
I was like I am in very good mood now
but the next moment
I don't even want to talk with anyone
Argghhh....
I hate myself to be like that